i donnoe y but i feel insecure lately.
i donnoe if he's gonna be here. i donnoe if bad things will happen to him. i was just wondering y must something happened whenever i told him to be here. even if it's an excuse, aren't there better ones? i've always try my best to keep him out of my mind. i even promised a friend of mine that i won't think of him once he exceeded the time given. but look at what happened to me? i stick to him despite 100 times of advised was given to me and knwing that the time haf exceeded. sometimes, i was just wondering if ppl likes to prey on me just because i kept quiet of whatever is happening and im easily duped. am i too naive? i took ppl's word easily and trust them that i don't realize that they might just be lying their ass out. i don't doubt u. i just feel so insecure. =(