everyone change.
even bestfrens. take emman as an e.g.
he's not the same person i used to knw.
he's totally different.
they way he chatted with me, the way he used his words. it's all different. making me feel im not needed anymore most of the time. we even lack of topics to talk abt. nth to share. to share abt my probs is also a bit awkward especially abt wat i told him just now. all he did was to say 'mampos'. maybe i shud mampos soon.
i knw him as a guy who said that im selenge back then. oh well, everyone said the same thing and not only him. i look blurr most of the time and im always lost. i don't get wat ppl said sometimes and they had to repeat it all over again. worse still, i hear the wrg things.
jannah and rose is totally different in terms of dressing. if u notice, the way they dressed last time and now, there's just too much difference. they used to dress up raggart-ly. usually, only pants are wore. but now, u can see them looking very girlish with handbag, dress top and girly shoes instead of vans. changes take place most of the time. u just need to accept it.
even feran changed. but i still love him the same.

now, im changing too.. i want to learn to wear high heels, dress more often, look girlish with earrings and most important thing is to control my temper. one thing for sure, i've nvr shown my temper to only 2 bestfrens. jannah and rose. y? they are the most understanding among all.

thank god i found uuu..