someone just gt more and more irritating.
kept flirting and make me feel like puking..
i gt so irritated that i decided to just walk away and ignore that person.
with his stupid sweet words and everytime trying to gt close to me.
so can i actually work w/o any disturbances?

now, im actually waiting for mum to finish cooking so that i can actually use the kitchen.
i need to make sambal ikan pari for my class chalet tomorrow. im really excited for tomorrow slpover at Pasir Ris. i promise i will go there after work to meet u guys. initially, i was worried about naqiah gonna carry the 4kg mee goreng. but since they already booked the bus, im sure there will be no problem now.
last night market shopping with naqiah was rather funny. naqiah, kalau tk tau pergi pasar, tk blh kahwin tau. nanti siapa nak masakkan suami? hahah. i remember that the sawi we bought was so huge that she actually just squeeze it in the plastic bag. patah2 agaknyer sawi tuu..

oh yday was nisfu syaaban and i prayed for something. its the day where all ur prayers gonna come true. so if u din pray for anth, well wait for another yr. it's always good to remember God and not do any big sins such as drinking, tatoo-ing, sex be4 marriage and worse, commiting suicide.
all that are stupid acts. no brain.

emman, i think u better go to mars and nvr come back. i dont need sum1 who breaks their promise. making me much more frustrated.

what's so hard to keep promises? late? just online ah knwing that ppl wait for u. if u can't keep, dont say anth then. keep ur mouth shut.

u r just abusing the trust that someone has in u. and when i don't trust u, u say this, u say that. but when i trust u, u r going back on ur words. so i think i shud keep a distance from u. so now, how am i supposed to trust u? u tell me..

making me like a fool. bullshit.

a conversation with Zam during working hours.

Zam: u bdk metal eh?

me: huh? tkderlah.. do i look like one?

Zam: muker mcm pernah npk perform kat gig.

me: salah org lah. im so decent. tk main ah metal2 ni semuer.

Zam: agaknyer ah.. so u smoke?

me: *shake head*

Zam: oopss.. *talk to himself* (tk senonoh aku ajar org benda tk senonoh)

soo, i don't think i look like a metal girl altho i realized that i was wearing everything black. Black mango pants, black giordano t-shirt, black socks, black & white vans shoe and a lil black eyeliner.
maybe to him someone who is wearing all black is a metal person? hahhaa! i had a good laugh when he said that. but overall, he is someone nice.
i feel so bored working alone and my partner is on leave. i remember singing, clapping and walking ard the whole shopping centre to entertain myself. so atie, u cuming tomorrow? oh pls do.. hehehhe.

well, i gt an expected reaction from feran which i can predict 2 wks ago. so dont expect to see me online till 12 oct. i will only online if i feel like it. but to blog, i will. perhaps.

finally my keyboard is back to it's normal state. i feel the comfort once again.
i gotta thank Jannah for her company to funan altho the person took less than 5 mins to repair it.
it's just a short meet up with her and we had a good time laughing watching a video in the bus. she's interested with the guy 2 seats away from me and she can't stopl looking at him. he's nt bad looking, but feran still rock.
i saw few NT frens today. i saw mardiana at Far East Plaza with her boyf when i was having lunch with mum and sis. we exchanged a few words and that's all. the feeling is just so awkward now. then, while waking with jannah, i met firdaus, jannah's ex boyf. he was sitting with one caucasian girl and jannah was like kinda shocked for a moment. but i guess she's just a friend. well, he is still as kecik as ever. =P

at night, i went to cousin's place for kenduri arwah. fasting month gonna arrive like in a few wks time. we had nasi ambeng. omg.. i just love it.
we watched football till 12am at the projector screen. for once, i feel like im back in sch where teachers kept using projector for their powerpoint slides.

i just received a msg from linda saying that i need to work full shift tomorrow. argh.. its the first day and they are giving me full shift.

so i guess im going to online late tomorrow.

p/s.naqiah, u owe me one.

the 3 frens came over just now to karaoke.
be4 that, we actually went to prime and ntuc to get the ingredients for the oreo cheesecake.
we sang lots of different songs from dangdut to pop to balada and even ethnic songs.
there's a video that was uploaded at youtube and u can actually watch it at fatin's blog.
please laugh ur ass out. a dangdut song which ended up in a fight. then, back to peace again.
one thing to check it out is the way the move their asses. hahaha. hilarious.
i was the one filming it using naqiah's hp.
so sry due to the shaky movements coz i can't help it but to move my body..
dangdut beb..
there's one point of time where it gets real shaky as i was laughing my heart out looking at their actions.
oh fatin, i got to say "that's disgusting fatin!" hahaha!
atie left early as there's dikir practice.
so the 2 of them stayed till after maghrib where naqiah needs to go to her madrasah.

FYI, im starting to work on sunday at my previous company. so i guess u will be seeing me lingering at town often since it's at Scotts. one bad news is that i won't be able to online early anymore. sry, laling.. ='(

as for now, there's a 'gig' held in my stomach. im so hungry and i gotta wait for dad to come home be4 we go out to haf dinner. to be precise, supper.

i can't type too much. the keyboard is giving me problems. toodles.

i've learnt something.
nvr judge a person especially if u don't even knw that person.
who are u to compare? did u knw that it's wrg to compare.
if u knw, it's a sin to compare your wife/husband with another person
so learn from now and stop comparing.
i admit i used to compare this person with that person. but after knwing that it's a sin if we do that, i stop comparing in case, it becomes a habit.
i got one case scenario.
a fren of mine broke up with her bf last yr just because her bf compared her to her bestfriend. what's more, COUSINs.
ever thought abt the feelings of the parties involve? even if it's a joke, do u haf to joke to that extend?
i knw my feran will hate it sooooooo much if i compare him to kaka. that's y i nvr ever compare him to kaka. i knw how he will feel. each individual has their own speciality.

so stop comparing and look at yourself in the mirror.

just another post coz someone complained that my blog is getting boring. -.-

let's all hail for my last paper today and also the 1 & a half month of holidays.

the job interview yday makes us think twice on whether to join the company. the pay was rather acceptable but the distance from home and the concept discouraged me. i saw kak ita yday at the bus stop. she used to be my full timer and helped me quite a lot. she already switched job. she's now working for Kappa and not under YGM. i told her abt my plan to actually work at YGM again and she said its a good idea since they are going to haf sale again. but, that work is so tiring & i won't haf much time to go online. mum told me that my granny asked if i wanna be a tutor. err.. y nt right? hahaha. so i think i will do 2 jobs at a time during my hols so that i won't be wasting time doing nth. more income coming in will be much better. hari raya is coming lah sey..

talking abt hari raya. fatin, naqiah and i actually went to TKC yday to look at those baju kurung and kebaya. we walked ard. then we saw golden chance (no, we are not being jewelleries. kitorg mcm makcik2 aderlah.) we went in and there's first lady in there actually. 3 pairs of eyes was attracted at one top that is displayed. it looks elegant and sweet actually. haha. that's the very why we gt attracted. so we decided to get it since it come in 3 colours. all of us straightaway called, smsed our mother. excited lah katakan.. so i guess it's a nod? yahh.. =P

we reached home quite late and i miss out the good food at west coast since my fam went there to eat.

Maths makes me mad!

as u can see, cookie makes me more enthusiastic to do maths. LOL. i've been trying to stuff in as much maths related qns into my brain. thanks to Ameer today, i think i can do 50% of the qns. still, it's nt enough right. i need to know at least 80%. if only i could haf ameer brain on thurs, im sure gonna score an A's. he teaches me quite a number of things which i seriously donnoe and now, i hope i can do it. i should haf took A maths back then in sec sch so that i won't be struggling that much now. i was demoralised a lil bit due to the last monday paper which was seriously tough. can somebody just burn the networking papers so that we could re-do it? i on a happy note, i can't wait for nasi ayam penyet tomorrow with naqiah and fatin at geylang before going off to our job interview.
and oh yes, did u knw that my blog is getting boring. i haf no idea to update. maybe i will officially close it soon.

as for now, im craving for the Laksa Johor at Berjaya Times Square. it's the nicest laksa i've ever tasted.
i will looooovveeee u if u can gt me that laksa or better still, tell the chef at that stall to come to S'pore. i will be the regular customer. hehehe.

Normal vs Caesarian

Are u born naturally through your mum's vagina or your mum's tummy?
fatin and i realized something about caesarian babies.
We found out that those who are born through caesarian look like a 'bapok' from the back and they can be a 'bapok' if they want to. If we are normal, then they should be abnormal. Lol. *kidding*. Caesarian babies speak different languages. To be precise, weird languages such as 'kaplak, kaplak'. Very weird. They sweat while eating chocolates(weirdly!) and they get directions mixed up easily. It's hard for them to differentiate north, south, east or west. And when they know about it, they will confidently say the wrong things. Like if he/she is in the north, they will say that they are in the south. So u gets wat I mean? If normal babies are naturally flirtatious, caesarian babies are worse. They try to flirt openly and not with the opposite sex but with the same sex. It's just so wrong! Another thing is that caesarian babies always listen wrongly. U knw.. like the ad at ch5, listen to the good stuffs. Yah. That's them. They are simply the weird people compared to those who are born naturally. This is what fatin and I found out about caesarian babies.

I know that there's quite a number of u who is a caesarian baby.
So, no offence to all caesarian babies coz I concluded it by looking at one particular caesarian child. Hahaha.

Just a random stupid hypothesis.

Apa rahsia ke'bapok'an mu?
Caesarian.

feran, im back home safely at 11:15pm. so dont worry, syg. <3

im right here blogging for a while. taking a break from studying a lil while. with a thick book waiting for me to find information in it, papers waiting for me to fill in the answers, and notes for me to at least memorize 70% of it. after this week, im sure gonna hell lot of fun. or maybe nt since i plan to work.

well, i got to knw from dad that MAN UTD lost. hahaha. so i bet u manchester fan out there must be feeling really..... =P
its liverpool now against chelsea and liv lead 1-0.
at least i gt company to stay with me till im done studying.

Emman, no more stress, depression ok.. just lead life happily. dont let love affect u because u still haf frens who care for u. =)

now, back to the notes and books.

everyone change.
even bestfrens. take emman as an e.g.
he's not the same person i used to knw.
he's totally different.
they way he chatted with me, the way he used his words. it's all different. making me feel im not needed anymore most of the time. we even lack of topics to talk abt. nth to share. to share abt my probs is also a bit awkward especially abt wat i told him just now. all he did was to say 'mampos'. maybe i shud mampos soon.
i knw him as a guy who said that im selenge back then. oh well, everyone said the same thing and not only him. i look blurr most of the time and im always lost. i don't get wat ppl said sometimes and they had to repeat it all over again. worse still, i hear the wrg things.
jannah and rose is totally different in terms of dressing. if u notice, the way they dressed last time and now, there's just too much difference. they used to dress up raggart-ly. usually, only pants are wore. but now, u can see them looking very girlish with handbag, dress top and girly shoes instead of vans. changes take place most of the time. u just need to accept it.
even feran changed. but i still love him the same.

now, im changing too.. i want to learn to wear high heels, dress more often, look girlish with earrings and most important thing is to control my temper. one thing for sure, i've nvr shown my temper to only 2 bestfrens. jannah and rose. y? they are the most understanding among all.

thank god i found uuu..

the main attraction is the ppl next door.

yes.. y? because they are 'ah-kua'. hahaha.

we had a good laugh looking at how soft those guys are and there's jeers when they dressed up as a woman.

they had a performance at the Home Team NS. it's a kind of chalet where my lil cousins birthday was held. it's a free performance for us there to watch.

lydia and i went to the front to watch. hahaha. with all the fake boobs, hair and everything fake.

well, the bday party was fun as normal. i won first for crossword puzzle. yaayy!! hehehe.

just smth for us to enjoy.. =)

* MUTHU & THE INTERVIEWER *
Interviewer : "What is your birth date?"
Muthu : "25th October."
Interviewer : "Which year?"
Muthu : "Every year."


* MUTHU & HIS MANAGER *
The Manager asked Muthu at an interview....
"Can you spell a word that has more than 100 letters in it?"
Muthu replied: "P-O-S-T-B-O-X."


* MUTHU & LONDON TRIP *
After returning from a foreign trip, Muthu asked his
wife, "Do I look like a foreigner?"
Wife: "No! Why?"
Muthu : "In London , a lady asked me, 'Are you a foreigner?'...that's why."
Wife : ?????????


* MUTHU & TOURIST *
A tourist from U.S.A. asked Muthu whether any great man was
born in his village... and Muthu said .. "No sir, only babies were born here."


* MUTHU & HIS EXPERIMENT *
Muthu was doing an experiment with a cockroach. First
he cut off one leg and told it to "WALK! WALK!" The cockroach walked.
Then he cut off it's second leg and told the same. The cockroach walked.
Then he cut off the third leg and did the same. Finally, he cut
off its fourth leg and ordered it walk! But the cockroach didn't
walk. Suddenly, Muthu said loudly, "I found it.
If we cut a cockroach's four legs, it becomes deaf."


* MUTHU & DRIVER *
When Muthu was travelling with his wife in a motorised
tricycle, the driver adjusted the mirror.
Muthu shouted, "You are trying to see my wife, eh? Sit in the back. I will drive."


* MUTHU GOES TO HOTEL *
Muthu went into a hotel. To wash his hands, he went to
the washbasin.
Then when he had finished, he started washing the basin.
Seeing this, the manager asked what was he doing. Muthu pointed
towards the s ignboard "* WASH BASIN * "


* MUTHU & INTERVIEWER - FINAL PART *
Interviewer : "Just imagine you're in the 20th floor
of a building and it's on fire. How will you escape?"
Muthu: "It's simple.. I will just stop my imagination."

oh lastly,

At a political rally, Muthu was arrested. Why ????????????
Because a lady journalist with a badge which read
"* PRESS *" pinned on the right part of
her blouse walked past him... and
he did it!

im currently multi-tasking.
im blogging, chatting with laling and studying for my maths.
for god's sake, y the hell did maths exist in the world.
i don understand a single shit on singnificance testing and confidence interval.
im trying to do the past yr qns and seriously, i can only ans 40% of it..
oh boy, how am i going to do my exam this coming monday.
i have nt even started on networking.
well, u knw wat? i wanna quit sch and gt married.
if ur lucky enough, u will receive a wedding invitation from me.
venue will be at my house. if there's not enough chair, u r welcome to sit on the floor. don't worry, i will sweep and mop it be4 hand.
only nasi lemak will be available at my wedding. no desserts.
just a plain sambal and rice. no eggs, no ikan bilis or fried fish. if u want it, u can cook urself. only plain water will be served.
the doorgift will be one kopiko sweet. no dais needed. just a sofa and curtain as the bg.
wedding clothes? hari raya clothes. haahahahhaa!!

laling, want or nt? let's gt married lahh.. hahaha!! =P

i was wondering. nt only me but naqiah too.
sometimes we jus wonder how some people fall in love easily? is it because the other party is good-looking? is it because they think that they are too attractive? is it because they feel that they need someone to rely and share their life with but to the extend of constantly changing bf/gf? or maybe for fun? but to think back, then y dump someone and gt a new bf/gf within days or worse still, hours? y that person could easily forget the ex after mths or yrs of relationship and find someone new as fast as a lightning after maybe claiming with the ex that the love between them is true love? i wonder how.. im nt talking abt kids, but young adults.

are there just too many rooms/doors inside their heart? some even 2 times their bf/gf. to make it more 'cool' and 'happening', they have more than 2. wow! pimp huh.. if u claimed that all along it's just a puppy love, then i will disagree. puppy love is defined as temporary infatuation of a boy or girl for another person. u dun go into a relationship but u like/admire that person. if u think it's an infatutaion, u wouldn't readily give your heart to the other person. it is NOT love! take your time to knw the other party and not to declare love only after u've known each other for a few days or maybe, a few hrs. what's there to rush? love won't run away. don't be kiasu. u've gt nth to lose.

take for example a 'friend' of mine back then. she changes bf like changing an underwear. one day u will see her with this guy, another day u will see her with another guy. on a several occassions, i saw her with different types of guys, holding hands, hugging and it's not like after a few mths i met her. it's only a matter of days. i think less than a week.

im not gonna proudly say that im sure gonna marry laling one day or im sure i wont fall in love with sum1 else. it's nt that. we love each other truly but we will nvr knw what we have in store for us in the future. who knws we might not end up together. like wat they say, "jodoh ditangan tuhan".
naqiah used to ask whether i think im gonna be with laling one day and i will answer it with a smile and just 3 words "i don't know". it took me weeks to like laling and yea, i still like him till now.
i dun consider my past relationships with other guys as puppy love coz seriously, i dun love them. y gt into relationship then? because i was too naive. wat u expect? i was still a kid.

but for now, our love is strong enough. =)

oh yes, u can start disagreeing if u want too. afterall, this is just my opinion.

i guess im going to online late everyday coz i plan to study for the whole of this week till 10 or maybe later.
how dumb can i be to mistaken the exam dates.
i thought it was on the 27. but i got so shocked when they said it's on the 20th.
now, can anyone just shoot me? still as blur as ever. -.-'
so i was actually so kanchiong. wth?! it's only next week.
i haven't started on anth. i think im going to chiong this whole week for my C maths and F Net.

in the afternoon, i went to the sch library with naqiah and fatin. seek favour from Ameer. BUT nth went into my head. i din smoke so wats wrg with my brain?!
study again at Fajar Mac with naqiah, ibro and atie.
believe it or nt, we are stuck at 1 qn on probability for 30 mins. finally, naqiah figured out the ans. clever. clever. hahaha!
i still got a lot of things to cover for my exam and this is wat happened when u r just so selenge. lols.

sry laling if i can't online early like usual. but after the exams next week, confirm CAN! hehehe.

goodnight everyone!

nth much happened today.
i went to a wedding at BB with my aunt, uncle and grandparents.
i din ate much thinking that mum cooked a very nice dish today, asam pedas.
but the dessert is just soo tempting that i can't resist it.
we stayed there till 4 and then went back home.
i online a lil while and chat with laling.
went out for a while, come back home, slp, online again, bath, chat with laling.

2 more wks to exam. so im gonna make full use of my holidays to study study study.
but after 2 papers, im gonna haf a great 1 mth holidays. i seriously can't wait for that.
an upcoming class chalet and maybe a trip to Golden Horse Palace hotel at KL.
ok now, let me pass all my modules first coz i dun wish to repeat it again during the second semester.

till then, toodles. i wanna chat wit laling.

im tired. freaking tired. i woke up early today to accompany my dad to fetch mum at her workplace. i just feel so weak when i woke up.
we went to Takashimaya to buy toys and presents for Dani and Izan.
i went to Rose sister's place at Jurong with Jannah and her brothers. nt forgetting my sister too. she slept in the bus and i gotta carry her. ergh.. she's not light. if u were an outsider, i guess u will think that she's my daughter. hahaha.
there's fazdil too there with rose.
believe it or nt, i ate 4 bowls of Soto or maybe more and 4 plates of cakes. err.. i need to check my weight tomorrow. i slept for a while in the room and by 7:30, Jannah needs to leave. so i just stayed there till 8:30 to wait for Rose cake. it's real nice. tats the reason y i ate 4 plates. lols.
i ate again at Cafeela and now, i feel so bloated. i guess i will fast tomorrow. hahaha! no lah! i dun believe in dieting.

till then, im off to chat with laling..

taken during my birthday and now 2 mths passed. its hers now.

Dear Roselena,

On this special day
I wanted to send
A most special greeting
To a most special friend.

I want to recall
The adventures we've had,
The friendship we've shared
Through the good times and bad.

We've grown up together
For the past 11 yrs,
Through laughter and tears,
We survived it all.

Do you remember
The time we spent together, Rose,
We were laughing out loud
And somehow we attract attention.

We've gone to different places together,
To watch chingay,
To movies and shopping.
Vacations are hot and im still waiting!

By the beach,
Having fun with the rest!
But when friends are together,
Who can complain?

I wish you a birthday
Fit for a queen.

With undying devotion,

Your true friend, Syirah <3.>

once again, happy birthday bestfriend. 11 yrs and im still counting. =)

yes.. the picture explains everything. happy birthday Singapore. i love u, i'll stay with u till i die and i will nvr exchange u for any other countries in the world. the only place where i feel safe and protected.
the place where my friends and families are, the place where im educated, the place where i enjoy every sec of my life. i watched suria just now for the live coverage of NDP. suddenly, i miss the national anthem and pledge. we don't have any assembly now like last time. sad right? or maybe grateful? lols.

so, i bet there must be thousands of people watching by the Benjamin Sheares bridge, Esplanade, Fullerton and also the merlion. hence, for the first time in history, i din catch the fireworks live. hahaha. a fren of mine actually booked Ritz Carlton to see the NDP. and it's nt cheap. the room itself cost $500. with that kind of money, i can enjoy lots of food. hahah! i met Rose, Jannah, Shahirah, Hatiqah, Fazdil and Saiful at town. for once, i feel so easy to walk at town as it's not crowded. i walked alone while waiting for them. believe it or nt, i spend 1 hr waiting for them! mak oi, kalahkan tunggu buah durian jatuh.

we had supper at KFC and when i looked at my watch, it's alread 10:30pm. at that time, i knw im dead. laling must have waited for me to go online and otw hum, i get myself mentally prepare so that i can take it when he scold me.

i went hum with the girls and saiful while rose and fazdil went for a midnight movie date.

as soon as i reached home, i took a quick shower and went online after that. and yeah, the outcome is expected. but i hope everything is ok now.

finally, emman come back from mars. congrats. i hope u had fun there with the monkeys. =P

oklah.. i shud continue chatting with mamat mars. hahaha.

RED ROCK!

i saw a sea of red today.
well, wat u expect. it's the eve of national day.
most of the students wore red today to celebrate National Day at their school.
even i myself wear red. freaky red. lol..
when i went to meet naqiah, i said to her, "asl tk pakai marah? tk semangat ah!"
hahaha. i was joking ard with her and fatin at sch just now about 'Majulah Sukan untuk Negara'.
ilyasa, a message for u. 'red is obviously better than orange.' *roll eyes* =P

i guess i will be seeing more of my colour tomorrow. i'll be back tomorrow night since i will be staying overnight with the cousins, aunts, uncles. in which after that, i was suppose to meet Rose till late night.

laling, i'll miss u.. wait for me ok? <3

p/s. Emman, come back to earth soon. im gonna bomb mars soon. =P

my love, my laling, my apple. <3

If you could see inside my soul
see inside my heart
you would know how I long for you
whenever we're apart

If you could see inside my head
if thoughts were things to see
you would know how I cherish you
how much you mean to me

In all the ways you comfort me
the way you hold me near
the way you know just what to do
to chase away my fear

The sparkle in your beautiful eyes
your smile, laugh, your touch
are just a few of many reasons
I love you oh so much

Knowing I can talk to you
about any and everything
and knowing together we will get
through whatever life may bring

I could search the whole world over
and this I know is true
I would never find another love
like the love I found with you

Though with each new day, each sunrise
we can't know what's in store
there is one thing I know for sure
each day I love you more

So if you could see inside my head
if thoughts were things to see
you would know I blessed I feel
to have you here with me

feran and i planned to talk about our bedroom.
actually, there's nth interesting about my room. it's just a place where i slp and dress up.
same like other ordinary room.
i don't have cute stuffs or teddy.
i throw most of it away as it just attract dusts.
among all things in my room, i love my dressing table the most.
where i gt to choose different kind of accessories to wear on a particular day.
enuff said abt my room.


this is my bed where i slp on. there's blossom, my little bolster, and a comforter. it's really cold in the middle of the night whenever i switch on the aircon. my bed is not tat big compared to my parent's bed. mine is only queen while theirs, king.



my dressing table. a place where my accessories are, make up, powder, perfume and wallet are usually placed. one thing abt my dressing table that is different from the rest is that, i don't need a chair. i don't usually sit and beautify myself by looking at the mirror. im used to standing. my face can get nearer to the mirror. hahaha.



my most fave place of all. it's my computer table. the place where i usually hang on the phone till late nights with naqiah, chat with my laling and listen to great musics on my laptop.



there.. now u knw a little bit of how my room looks like. not as cosy as other rooms bcoz i like everything to be simple. no junks plss..

i may look pure and innocent.
decent in your eyes that u think u can fool me or just make use of me.
i like it when ppl think im a good girl.
it shows that my parents brought me up well and teaches me the right value.
but just ppl just take me for granted. they told me to do this and that.
i will be nasty to u if u r nasty to me.
i bite, not bark.
i remember scolding a girl and she actually cried on the spot.
u shud knw who rose.
i gt real frustrated if u make use of me.

oh, doesnt mean im decent looking and is always accomodating to ur needs, u can fool or make use of me.. i don't like to shout at u or use indecent words.

let's see..
we'll talk about wat i did yday.
my fam and i went to ikea at Pasir Ris. don't ask y but i was so jakun.
maybe because its bigger than the one at Alexandra.
its like 3 big buildings side by side.
there's courts, ikea and giant.
u knw how much i hate going to ikea as it will just give me a big headache.
after all that, we went to Changi to haf our supper.
met some bapoks. tat place is famous for that kind of ppl.
i was just wondering wats so good abt being a bapok.
u dun 'play' with girls and that kind of job won't last u for a lifetime.
somehow, one day u will still look old and 'tak laku'.
they are no difference from butch.
how i actually despise those type of ppl.

aside from that, 3 wks of study break now.
since i only haf 2 papers, i find that i can actually relax as there's no more reports or presentations. wat a huge relief.
after 2 papers, there's class chalet and semester break.
oh my, i seriously can't wait.
with national day coming, it's sabo time as Rose will be celebrating her sweet 17!

so now, it's time to enjoy my conversation with laling be4 he needs to offline.

let me tell u abt the best birthday present i gt this yr..
it was only given to me after 1 mth.
ard april, my uncle asked wat i want for my birthday.
i told him i wanted a PSP, birkenstock or guess handbag.
he just gave me a smile.
during the trip to KL, we met and he said that he is going Germany.
he asked for my shoe size and the type that i wanted. he said that he will buy a birkenstock for me. at that point of time, God knows how happy i was.
i simply love this uncle of mine.
last yr, he and my aunt bought me a Gucci wallet from Paris. the yr be4 they got me an Adidas jacket from USA.
next yr, i think i wanna ask for a handbag? hahaha!
im not gonna be a bad niece. lol.

my beloved birkenstock slipper. in singapore, it cost $89.90. damn it! just for a slipper!

i requested for red since white will gt dirty easily. haha.

welcome to the family! my current top 3. from top: havainas sandal, birkenstock slipper and mary jane, crocs shoe. all of them are simply comfortable to wear on your feet.

birkenstock, do enjoy your stay at my feet. don't worry, i dont have sweaty or smelly feet. =P

the production was ok. i enjoyed it. my 2 friends acted and they did it well.

most was emotional abt it. i somehow don't gt that feeling though.

i went with jannah, rose and atie with jannah always disturbing me abt the similarities between me and eva. arghh..

we met haikal and ilyasa before going into the TFA.

after the show ended, jannah was in a rush to go home and so we took taxi home.

i alighted at Bishan coz dad picked me up.

oh wait, i saw someone.

someone whom i've been wanting to meet and i only met him after 4 yrs.

i din say anth.

he wanted to approach me but i just walk away.

errggghh.. im just too not prepared.

the pictures taken today..

the ever crazy classmates..

beautiful girlfriends. =Dthe one that is always together in school, class and anywhere. =D

im here sitting on my bed with tissues all over, comforter over me and laptop right in front of me.
struggling hard and cracking my brain for the 2 reports and slides.
im just feeling bored and dull.
can i just quit sch and get married?
errrgghh..

Ben is currently pissing me off with his lazy attitude. he's not trying to make some effort and is just using his friend's work. cmon man.. the lecturer is not that stupid ok. we need to do it on our own. our report lies in u and u can't expect us to do everything when we actually need to do the slides. at least, make some ammendments to make the report look like ours. if u still can't finish it up by tomorrow, i will hang u upside down. and oh yeah, wtf? u r obviously pushing me to the limit.

wat a way to end my entry. argh!

if only feran is here.. <3