i prefer to keep myself occupied and busy with stuffs so that my mind will not be elsewhere.
this hols is totally meaningless. everyday i need to go back to school and i dun haf anytime for myself. even when im free for a day, who wanna go out with me? everyone out there is having fun, laughing and enjoy every single bit of their moments. but here i am, with nth to do. everyone is busy with their own stuff. all i can do is to online and seriously, i dun feel like going online anymore cause mum haf been nagging at me for using too much electricity. but what else can i do? even my mum wants me to go out and haf fun. willingly giving me a few bucks. i didnt spend time with friends and having to reject meeting Suraj totally sucks big time. i owe u one dude. i lost my 2 bestfriends to silat and i lost my another bestfriend to her passion. it kinda saddened me to be spending less time with 3 most important people in my life. but i knw this will be over soon. very soon. i really miss u people, the one who nvr fail to brightened up my life.