there are so many words i cannot say,
when i look into your eyes.
i want to be able to tell you one day,
but i'm left speechless every time that i try.

you must have stumbled across the key,
and discovered so much more.
you found a hidden place in me,
you found my heart and opened the door.
and i will cry in pain if u walk out of that door one day.

you speak my name in a prelude,
in a reference to love,
with such loving attitude,
as if it were a message from above.
with the palms of your hands
pressed firmly against mine,
a white doves lands,
and the sun begins to shine.

if my emotions drop,
will you want to hold me when i cry?
or will the love just suddenly stop?
we can't expect to fall in love and never cry.

you'll stay and play your part,
but after the beauty starts to die,
will your footprints still be on my heart?

i was your one desire.
after this life is over,
you'll be one person i know i'll miss.

i'll hold you for a lifetime,
if you'll just hold my hand.
we could have a wonderful time,
in the days we have not yet planned.

feran, i will be waiting for you no matter wat happens. u knw there's no one that can replace u in my heart. i like everything abt u. the way u try to cheer me up whenever im down or angry and i will drag it to see how long u can be patient with me, the way u try to be childish and i will end up laughing out loud in front of this screen. i can't imagine my life w/o u. maybe i will be happy but with u ard, im even happier. with a touch of love u gave me, i feel secured. altho i can be nasty at times, i feel the pain too. i will blame myself for watever happened. it's always my mistake by being rude to u. but, i nvr regret knowing u altho u always said that u hurt me. you're someone special in my life and will always be. i hope u feel the same way like i do.

lastly, ik hou van jou. <3