it's amazing to knw that my own apple gave up on me easily w/o even trying to coax me.
im starting to agree that being in love is just a pure waste of time and its also not the right time.
too young, too early to decide anth.
perhaps, true love really nvr exist.
he's harsh most of the time and he thinks that i dun haf a heart which really makes me feel so deeply hurt.
imagine ur own bf telling u that.
u feel everything is turning upside down.
the impact is just so great.
its such an insult as its the same as saying tat u r like an animal.
but even animal haf a heart and feelings.
so it goes to show that im worst than animal.
no one ever said tat to me but he did.
how wonderful. *applause*
whenever i say smth, he will jump to conclusion tat i dun believe him or im talking rot.
well, watever i say may not be true and i just want his opinion.
but it seems tat he don't unds.
im not blaming him.
its not his fault anyway. im the one who got problem here, mentally and msn don't show how u feel.
so dear friends, u gt a really problematic and immature friend here.
its ME!
=)

one day, i might just go berserk.