proud or disgrace?

after alighting from CCK, as usual i walked ard at Lot 1 for some good sale on clothes and shoe. i find there aint a need to get some stuffs and hence, i just walked off to the bus stop to wait for my usual bus. i boarded 190 and as u knw, it stops near the CCK polyclinic. and so i sat at one of the seats looking at the passengers boarding the bus. all kinds of ppl that u will commonly see on the bus.

the last batch to board the bus was a grp of Malays teens ard 13-15 yrs old. from their outfit, im sure they are done with their religious class or some events held at the mosque. among them was a grp of girls. and weirdly, one of the girls was not wearing the scarf on the head (note: tudung). so i don't really bother on whether she's wearing it or nt. she probably took it off and put it inside her bag. from her outfit, i knw she is part of the clan. and when i looked at her bag, guess what?
i saw her scarf was used as a belt. wow, that was very creative. something u used to cover for your head is now used as a waist belt. u might as well use a rag cloth to put on your head! is this how u respect your outfit? by putting it to disgrace! i don't care if u wanna take off your scarf but hello, can u pls just chuck it in your bag. u dun hafta tell people that,

'i don't wear tudung u knw and i only wear it for the sake of madrasah. now, let me show u my hair and my style of making my tudung into a waist belt.'

BULLSHIT

might as well don't wear anything, right?

point of no return

deception and disappointment
you’ve seen a lot
you think you’re damned in life but you’re not
you’re still so young
you’ve let puzzles undone
you did wrong
you still have some pieces of broken heart left
so hold on to life
stop sacrificing for your lost love
and forget the past
it will be good for you

itinerary.

empty company.

msn.

webdashboard

hungry.

long john.

surf net.

things that had happened and will happen today. 

new leaf.

im back with lots of things to be done. 

FYP presentation is over and i do not know i will score for that. but lets pray for the best. 

just got back from a gig over at Arts House and u have no idea how tired i am right now. feel like parts of my body is missing. legs in the toilet bowl, head at the bed, fingers on my laptop, body at the sink. its everywhere. 

so much of wanting to slp cause it's hard for me to slp nowadays. u can do me a favour by singing a lullaby song to me. 

update more soon tomorrow. my head weighs 10 tonnes right now. 

and, welcome back! 

my girls.

today, i feel so empty.
today, i feel the moments that we used to had.

the day..........

u girls waited for me at the last cabin cause im usually late.

we crack lame jokes and laugh like nobody business in the MRT.

we used to rush for seats as our journey to school is long.

we used to share hot stories in the train.

we used to see how others dress up.

is no longer here.

thinking that there may be no more of this moment, makes me feel so empty. to know that after 2 yrs going to school with u girls, i no longer have that chance to make u girls wait, to share every joy. we watched each other grow emotionally.

im in a different path from u girls even after we completed our first semester. but as long as i live, being with u girls throughout Polytechnic life is one of my best days in life.

today, when i walked the path that we usually took to school, u girls weren't there and i realized that i miss u girls very much.

random

aching all over.

i can barely walk. i have trouble moving up and down the stairs.

im unable to donate blood because im my vein is too soft and deep.

that totally frustrates me. so much for wanting to be good.

i have to survive a few more days with cramps.

i can't wait for tomorrow midnight movie.

im going out with the girls! however, i miss spending time with the 2 girls.

it's friday and it's time to go and haf fun!

screen check!

first temp taking.
then hafta scan admin card if u would like to enter any canteen, Macd or koufu.
no admin card means no meal for you. a good way for u to lose weight and fast.
if non nyp-ians wanna have a good, cheap MacD meal here, i suggest u better forget it.

thanks to the babi, the make things tedious for u. i just like to say the word babi nowadays. it amuse me!

=)