my Sunny

i was as busy as a lebah at the ticket office just now when i wanted to get my new ez-link card. i was holding my handphone on the right msging a friend and on my left hand, im holding the money that i wanna pay to the person who serves me. when suddenly, "BOMB!" my handphone fell out from my hands and look helplessly at my hp which is lying motionlessly on the floor with it's life out! it is mute now! my loudspeaker spoiled and that i won't be able to know if anyone called or msg me!

my Sunny gonna spend another 2 days at the hospital and im gonna send him now!

='(

half time: Real Madrid vs Liverpool

it's 4.23am and im sure most of you are sleeping, snoring away to welcome a new day when u wake up later. but here i am, watching football between Real Madrid and Liverpool. the game feature my ex bf, Raul Gonzalez cause he's playing for Real Madrid. i've always love him before Kaka enter my life and for football fans, im sure u knw his trademark of kissing his wedding ring whenever he score a goal. 

the game is in their 40 mins and i seriously feel like banging my head against the tv. LIVERPOOL play so badly! if im the kind of emoshit, i will have rip apart my jersey right now! 

Real Madrid dominate the game and even after 16 mins, Liverpool do not have any shot on target. Gerarrd was out due to injury and there's no one to feed the ball to Torres for him to finish it. their first shot on target is during the 20 mins where Torres shot was saved by Casillas. Real Madrid was deny a goal in the 29 mins when they were caught offside in one of the corner kick.

i really dislike the part when it comes to Real Madrid taking the free kick or corner kick. the feeling is worse than taking a roller coaster ride cause you'll never knw if they scored. and when that happens, i'll be cursing my poor tv. but penalty kicks is much more frustrating cause the feeling is worse than going on GMAX! 

and it seems that im seeing double today. Robben from Real Madrid looks like Zinedine Zidane with his centre bald head, Xabi Alonso look like Steven Gerrard with his unshaved moustache and goatee and Pepe Reina from Liverpool looks like the Manager Rafael Benitez. they might be father and son without u knwing it!

maybe.. just maybe if i were there at the stadium watching live, i would have take out the jersey and run ard naked. 

let's hope its a better game in second half. it better be! 

here i come.

alhamdulillah. 

i got Yasa for company during attachment. unexpectedly, we will be working in the same company located at Ayer Rajah for the next 3 months. atleast, im not all alone or i will be digging my own grave. i heard from my dad the place is so ulu ulu and we are going to look for the place during the weekends. i can't believe that im finally going for an attachment where the world is totally different. 

not forgetting, no more watching of teevee, no more late night slp, no more waking up past noon and no more of the no more. 

the work im going to do in this company is database management and maintenance. this will be jargon to u ppl outside the IT world. but im really looking forward to it. we'll see how i will survive through the ordeals for the first few days. and so one of the requirements is smart casual/formal attire (i really wish they allow bikini for the hot weather or scuba diving suit for the cold weather!) .

less than a week to attachment and it do feels weird not meeting my girls that often.

fairytales

i've been watching fairytale stories and i love their dresses. i wanna don it one day. but the good qn is, TO WHERE?

if only i could wear it to pasar..

random

finally, i get to stay at home tomorrow waking up late and watching tv. it's been rather disturbing to have my mind thinking of unnecessary things when i knw that i can lead a more productive life by doing some good things. ok put aside those stuffs.

on tuesday, they planned to have some fun time at the pool at JE. im kinda look forward to it cause i really need to make myself fit and active. i've been sitting ard doing nth except making the butt grow bigger with the countless of foods i ate. but i just wonder why i didnt ate as much when im with the friends but i ate a lot when im with my family. most of my friends said that im not a good eater cause i can't eat a lot and when i order food, 1/4 of it will still be there on the plate. haha. okay, enough of food.

and i don't knw what to blog about now.

anyways, i hope that my cousin will have a speedy recovery after the OP. welcome home, soon!

Marina Barrage

exams over and it's time for a proper update! currently, we are still waiting for our attachment which will be on the 2nd of Mar. so yes, we still have a wk of holidays and more plans coming up ahead with the Getahs. 

since today is the last day of exam, the 9 of us decided to go to Marina Barrage and have a small picnic there. it's friday, so we had to wait for the guys to finish their Friday Prayer. meanwhile, we, the girls decided to go to Marina Square while waiting for them. we sat at Macdonalds and order milkshakes while talking about the past. we ordered food for the guys and ours at KFC and Long John before we meet them at Marina Bay. and yes, i lost my EZ-LINK. totally frustrated. 

i have lots and lots of pictures. i will upload less than a quarter of it here. 

In the train on the way to Marina Bay to meet the guys.

Welcome! 

Walking up to the Barrage.

My 2 sexy girls.

We had our lunch with a strong blowing wind accompanying us. very kecoh!

Self proclaim cousin in law. XP

Boys.

Girls.

Getah Gang.

Iman.

Gigi Dinosaur.

Reflections.

After all that fun in the Gallery, we decided to head down and play some splashing of water. who say teenagers like us can't play catching? everyone was looking at us bcos we kept on shouting and running ard. and yes, we gt all wet. and the person who is the 'wettest' is Naqiah. after getting wet, we went back to the rooftop to dry ourselves before proceed home. 

That's me in Red trying to get away from Iman(black shirt) cause he's the catcher.

It's time to get wet!

This is when the splashing all begin!

and who say only guys can pee that way? 

and after all that, it's time to bid goodbye to Marina Barrage.

Yours Truly,

For more pictures, click on  http://sweetestmoments.multiply.com

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i really think that some people need to get a life. that person gonna face 10 times more worse scenario than me. so pls, get a life and change your attitude. better still, go for some religion classes and learn to be close to God.

i miss u.

my sister is in hospital and i got no one to bully or slp with.
let's pray that she will be back home later.

the minahs

that's me and gang. typical minah down the road that u will be ashamed to call a friend. someone that will make u stress despite just me relaxing one corner w/o disturbing anyone. someone u can turn to and i'll be glad to be by your side. someone who don't complain for the shit that u gave. and that's me, the minah u will nvr want to have.

Mariah Mariah

woke up at 3.40am and this is what i did. i went to youtube and look up for Mariah Carey's videos. from the 90s till the millenium. i typed "Mariah Carey Live" to watch all her on stage performance and boy, i was so surprised that she could sing perfectly good like in the records. the high notes, her whistle and stuffs like that. perfect. she has always been my Idol. to be precise, my top 3 including Whitney and Celine. they always said that to be in a singing competition, it's best to choose their kind of songs especially Whitney. that explains why i have the karaoke VCDs of this 3 big artists. no, im not going to join any singing competition. u might not want your house to be turn upside down just becos of me. i sing only for my own ears..

and so, i wiki about Mariah and im gonna download her videos.

BYE!

why hate?

This world is filled with hate

Hate against life
Hate against your friends
Hate against your pet
Hate against the rain
Hate against a busdriver
Hate against your teacher
Hate against your parents
Hate against your brothers and sisters
Hate against a difficult game
Hate against your job
Hate against the way you live
Hate against your body
Hate against a withering flower
Hate against a not-working car
Hate against someone hurting you
Hate against a child that doesn't obey
Hate against the cloudy sky

so much hate in everyone of us
we're filled with it

but only a little drop of love
in this hate filled world
could overcome every bit of hate

so why do we have to hate others when we ourself , not perfect.

a song by scorpion goes " 'cause we all live under the same sun. we all walk under the same moon. then why, why can't we live as one"

feeling gay.. for a moment

"when the you make my day, this is how i will react. and that's me, not pretty but decent enough to be as good as others. you may not accept me for who i am but i will nvr blame you for that."

Random 25

1) i was tagged by naqiah few days back or a wk back and im starting to do it now. pathetic.

2) i don't like making the first move when it comes to making friends.

3) im starting to collect books and read them when exams is over.

4) i love dancing to hindustan songs and i remember their steps as well!

5) onions is my favourite.

6) i karaoke ALONE at home. sry for the rain.

7) i haven't start my revision yet.

8) i love my girlfriends so much. irreplacable.

9) i gt chased by an unknown guy near my place wanting to ask for my number and i think he's a psycho.

10) ppl commented that i look like Imelda Therine which i don't knw whyy.

11) i admire Kaka and Bayu and i will always do.

12) i only love one person in my life right now and he knws it.

13) i like looking at beautiful girls instead of handsome guys. weird?

14) im a proud owner of Tiffany & Co bracelets cause they are gorgeous to me, can?

15) if my bestfriend love butterfly, i looovvveee starfish.

16) my ipod cable is spoiled! very frustrated now.

17) i love baking but im lazy most of the time.

18) someone used to laugh at me when i was crying on the phone.

19) i wanna buy a 3" oxford shoe although i knw im not gonna wear it.

20) im a sensitive person and i've always love romance stories.

21) i have big dreams which is yet to be accomplish. dreams about us.

22) someone don't remember me for the good things i did but remember me for the bad things i did. sad, i am.

23) i love dressing up and look good only for my own eyes.

24) i want to qatam Quran ASAP, and i love Allah.

25) i love myself altho no one loves me.

di mana akal kiter?

seandainya org melayu pandai menggunakan akal, Hang Tuah akan jadi Scientist dan kiter akan jadi org yg pandai menilai sesuatu. tapi syg, org melayu kiter tk pernah menggunakan akal untuk berfikir. apa yg mereka tahu ialah menyalahkan org lain atas tindakkan mereka sendiri. mereka tk pernah fikir kenaper sesuatu itu terjadi dan mereka tk pernah berubah atau mengaku bahawa mereka itu juga salah. untuk menilai kejujuran seseorg bkn lah dgn cara yg lembut dan bkn dgn cara yg blh membuat dia "take things for granted". kiter harus biarkan org itu pergi dan biar dier cari akal, fikir kenaper org melepaskan dier pergi dan tidak mahu lagi dgn dier walaupun org yg melepaskannya masih amat menyayanginya. mereka tak pernah fikir. tidak menggunakan akal dan bertanya, "Kenapa?" "Apakah salah aku?" dan cuba rujuk kembali. tapi sebaliknya, dier menyalahkan org yg telah meninggalkannya. di manakah terletaknya akal seseorg itu untuk berfikir? kiter manusia, suker menyalahi org lain tapi kiter tk sedar akan kesilapan kiter sendiri. seperti bak pepatah, "No one is perfect."

sama seperti org yg masok penjara. kenaper kiter biarkan mereka masok penjara atas kesalahan mereka? apa sbb kiter malas nk lyn mereka? tidak. sbb kiter mahu mereka sedar kesilapan mereka. dan apabile mereka keluar, mereka akan insaf dan tahu bahawa org yg telah memasukkan mereka ke dlm penjara menyayangi mereka dan tidak mahu mereka membuat kesilapan untuk kali kedua. tapi apa mereka befikir demikian? mereka akan menyalahi org yg masokkan mereka ke dlm penjara kerana hidup merek tersiksa di sana. malahan, mereka keluar bkn untuk mencari kiter yg telah lama menunggu kehadiran mereka yg berharap bahawa mereka telah berubah. mereka mencari org yg baru, kwn baru, saudara baru kerana bagi mereka org2 itu tidak akan menyakiti perasaan mereka. tapi sekali lagi, mereka tak berfikir kenapa?

betapa hancurnya hati seorg insan yg telah menunggu kwnnya tanpa lelah tetapi dapati kwnnya tidak menghargainya lagi. harapan bahawa kwn itu akan berubah menjadi seorg yg baik hancur musnah kerana kwnnya tidak pernah fikir kenapa org itu sanggup berbuat demikian. kwn itu tidak dapat berfikir. di dlm otaknya hanya "kau masukkan aku ke dlm penjara. That's it! ini semua salah kau." kalau insan itu dpt menerima kesalahan kwnnya, kenaper kwnnya tidak dpt menerima kesalahan insan itu yg hanya mahukan terbaik untuk kawannya.

saya sedar kenapa seseorg itu tk pernah maju atau menjadi seorg yg berjaya. ramai di antara kita tidak menggunakan akal utk berfikir. kiter semua hanya lurus bendul. dan dari situ saya pelajari bahawa seseorg itu berbuat jahat atau melukakan hati kiter, pasti ada sbb. tanya kenapa, apa silapnya dan cuba perbaiki. jgn hanya kiter salahkan bulat2 kepada org itu.

alhamdulillah, skrg saya dpt terima apa tanggapan org terhadap saya, baik atau buruk. walaupun kadang kala saya berniat baik, org tak npk. tapi kejahatan saya, semua org npk. biarlah Allah sahaja yg tahu perasaan saya.

fikirkan lah.. renungkan lah..

maaf kalau melayu saya kurang bgs.

cake, pls?

i've been craving for cakes thanks to the mind which kept thinking of Secret Recipe. sadly, my flu is getting so bad that i feel like throwing away my nose to the bin and maybe not live with any for now. just breath through the mouth and looks like a dog which always seems to lack of oxygen to me at least whenever their tongue is out.

and i seems to like the idea of posting pictures related to some part of my posts.

this was during Wani's birthday. see those arms, im growing fat and it's one achievement. how about a free hug?

HAHA. tk berkepala aku biler sampai rumah.

im caught up in sorrow, lost in the soul

good afternoon all!

im here alive and boxing trying to fight with the sudden illness that struck me this morning. i find difficulty in breathing and my head was as heavy as a sack of rice. maybe i shouldn't have told Amir that im falling sick cause i really got it in the end. i've been getting the symptoms since yesterday. u knw like your throat hurts when u swallow you saliva, a sudden change to the body that makes me feel weak and etc. and this have to come when im having pms? it's never easy trying to control your emotions and feeling sick at the same time. sigh..

like now, im trying to control my frustration because my hp screwed me! i can't pick up calls and reply messages instantly. and for the fact i had several missed calls. all i can do is to watch those number that called me helplessly cause i can't pick up at all. its all because my touch screen is not working and i have to depend on my keypad. and stupidly, there's no answering or rejecting calls using the keypad. urgh.

alright, im gonna head to town and meet mum at Wisma Atria to get this phone fixed.

Bye!

and yes, im a big fan of Liverpool. totally not for Arsenal, ManU and Chelsea fans!

flying freely

"when i wish i could be a child all over again flying high against the sky, freely and innocently.."