i thought that u will be different.
i thought u could give me wat i want atleast on 'that' day.
i thought u will nvr ever disappoint me.


but i was wrg.
another mistake done.
a mistake to like you.

when u wish for something in life, u really hope that u will get it. and when u don't, u tend to look for reasons in order to satisfy urself. but once in a while, we didn't think on why we didn't get whatever we wish for and take it positively. when this kind of thing happens, the only thing that came across our mind is something negative and we started to blame someone or something which have nth to do with it. they always said that when u see a shooting star, wish for something and u will get it. if it do happens, bring me to a place where i can see at least one shooting star so that my wish will come true. just one will do cause i nvr dare to ask for more. if one is hard to get, what more 10? by then, i suppose i will have committed suicide cause none was fulfilled. i got to knw that in life, we don't always get what we want but instead we will get what we need. i started to appreciate with watever i haf and spend wisely when i started to realise that wishes don't always come true. not even on your special day.


as that special day goes by, your one and only pure wish gets buried. you started to go with the flow and accept watever god gives u. nvr to dig that wish.. 'agaiinn'.


forget abt all the surprises. you are no longer wat i wish for.

hello, im back here with lots of things to accomplish. my project, my dream to do 'something' once im a yr older, my trial run, my event and etc. yes, i did had fun while im there. i grow a lil bit more due to high content of seafood and chicken floss. i got sabo with water balloons and 3 packets of flour at midnight which makes me look like a ghost. i didn't shop that much cause there's nth that i need. i was glad cause we stayed in good hotels that makes me stayed in the bathroom for long and slp peacefully. the journey was good cause dad seems like he's racing with Michael Schumacher at the F1 circuit. that makes us arrived at the destination faster. i went to sunway lagoon and took all rides. i find them not thrilling. not even the 360 degrees viking or tomahawk. it just makes me slp and tired cause mr sunshine was shining brightly. if u wanna look at the silly pictures that i took, u gotta go to my multiply. but for now, i havent uploaded yet. but the video, im done with it. oh anyways, i received gifts from Lazo Diamond, Hollywood, F.O.S and movie voucher last fri. that makes me feel like im at the moon floating ard.


catch me playing FOOTsal at my multiply. =)

i've been bzy these past few days. settling a few stuffs and i gt stressed up over a small matter. in the end, i got no mood to talk to people who is not even at fault. my apologies to everyone if u think im treating u coldly. especially to you.. i knw its hard for you to tolerate my temper every now and then..

last saturday, we went to watch the silat competition.
Rina and i supported this 3 macho guys.
one of them is Haikal, my classmate.
i wish u guys all the best for next wk.

u JUST didn't notice me.


i was right in front of u. but u didn't notice me.
i try to notice u at every angle but i just didn't have the courage.
i turn away knowing that i don't look good in your eyes.
im just a plain jane, an ordinary girl that u see in your everyday life. there's nothing special abt me that can make u notice me. maybe my bright hair that makes you cover your eyes.
i don't expect much cause i knw that all this is just another 'hancur'. but u totally remind me of someone..


it's always nice to see you ard.