i had a bad night today. i gt nagged and was scolded by my parents in the car otw hum.
im the caused of my lil sister bleeding lips and the fines that MAYBE gonna reach our mailbox soon. i was crying quietly in the car and i doubt anyone notice it. it was soo dark in the car and there was no sound but just tears rolling down. i wipe it and pretended to haf running nose (which i already haf). i quickly walked up to the doorstep and run straight to the toilet and wash my face. let's move on to another story. bro was telling me whether i wanna haf a japanese friend staying with me. that will be interesting. i hope i can gt that friend soon. =)

in the aft after sch, i went to town to haf lunch with mum. we went to orchard emerald and then to robinsons to shop. then i met rose for a short while. we went to far east plaza since she wanted to haf lunch first. then we walked to 77th street coz i planned to buy a crumpler bag. but i find the one there is too small for my psp, wallet and hp. so she suggested to me to go to the boutique at wheelock place. we talked on lots of things on the way there. dah lama tk jumpa beb.. we first went to adidas boutique to see if they haf nice bags. but there was none. so was nike. so i decided to settle for crumpler bag which cost me $73. not a big bag but a medium size bag which can fit my 3 things. after which, we went home coz she's going out raya with her bf and his frens.

we bid farewell to the old Gant and country road today as starting from tomorrow onwards, Report and the new gant will come in. it was a saddening moment for julie and aishah. they gotta find a new job i suppose. they took lots of pics and give away chocs as its their last day. let's just meet new friends now. =D

a long day at sch tomorrow and i soo hate it. thank you. -.-'

i've nvr been this angry at u before.
but this time round, you are just too much.
i find it hard to forget it and it totally hurt deep inside.
so wat if i still luv u after hurting me countless of times?
this time its not gonna be easy accepting u back.
not when u have lied to me and its the same as cheating my feelings.
my true feelings towards u.

u've told me over and over again that u will change.
u nvr thought of the consequences when u lied to me.
u only regret it once it happened.
but its just too late. dun regret only when the other party is hurt.
think before u did it.

what's gonna happen next, i leave it all up to u.
to forget me or to change.
prove to me if u really wanna change.
coz this time round, i just dont wanna hear u say u will change but nth actually change.
action speaks louder than words.

lastly, im so disappointed with u. ='(

From the moment I met you I just knew you'd be mine
You touched my hand and I knew that this was gonna be our time
I dont ever wanna lose this feeling,
I don't wanna spend a moment apart

'Cos you bring out the best in me,
like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side,
that's why I love you

Everyday that I'm here with you,
I know that it feels right, (so right, so right)
and I've just had to be near you every day and every night,
(every night)
And you know that we belong together
It just had to be you and me

'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side and thats why I love you

And you know that we belong together
It just had to be you and me

'Cos you bring out the best in me,
like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side
'Cos you bring out the best in me,
like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side
That's why I love you
'Cos you bring out the best in me,
like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side
And that's why I love you

the song says it all. <3

Hari Raya Celebrations with friends.

haikal took this while i was busy reading MEDIA.

Bestfriends are sooo loved. HAHA.
A night at Woodlands Mrt Platform.
A moment at aten's house.

a double decker bus.
she looks taller coz she's wearing heels that is higher than me. hahaha.
fashionable friends.
0708 beauties.
"i promise myself i will nvr talk to u again!" =P

Iman is just sooo adorable.
Happy Birthday Aten!
My partner for the day.
an irritating partner but a cool one.

i hope u haf a good hari raya too. till then, its not too late to wish once again. Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir dan Batin.

im totally exhausted now. my house was packed with humans and the weather is rather warm.
i was in the kitchen frying chicken for the guests. so i was actually sweating badly.
i skipped the lectures just now just to help mum when i reach home. but i ended up slping like a log. straight after i woke up, i bake the cake and the guests only arrived at almost 9. the girls went into my room and we surf the net. the lil girls was bzy dancing ard and singing pretending that they are in some kind of concert. its really funny seeing their actions. while the boys was in my bro room playing PS 2 and strumming the electric guitar. the aunties and uncles was in the living room bzy sharing stories with each other. they left at ard 12 and we gotta do clean up after that. thats the part i hate most. u knw how much i hate cleaning up. but i can't possibly leave my parents to do the cleanup. so i help them a lil before i go online. =)

anyways, thanks to naqiah and aten for getting me that nice dress from Alano as my belated birthday gift. altho its almost 5 mths since my birthday. hahaha. i can see both of ur effort trying to make me lool like a total girl.. thanks once again.

to u, tell me honestly, just who are u? the real u.

the longest underground tunnel in SEA.
the biggest ferris wheel in the world.
the largest "durian" u can ever find.
the first airbus(SIA) that makes everyone boarding it have sleepless nights.

i was reading the newspaper that naqiah bought and i read through this interesting stories. someway or somehow, it excites me. now, i shud say that im proud to be a singaporean. imagine tourists coming to ur country and say "i love this country." just like how we dream going to other countries like Rome, US, Paris, now some are imagining about going to ur country.i remember going to KL abt 2 yrs ago with my friends. we were in the lift at four seasons hotel where we met the arabians people. they asked if we are m'sians. we replied nicely "no. we are from singapore." and they replied us in an excited manner "oh the country which has the best shopping place." all of us was like so blurr that we were like ah yea yea yea.. i think so. hahaha.

so to all singaporeans, be proud of ur country. migrating is sooooo nt encourage. LOL.

now, let me dream being in airbus suite which cost $16000. -.-'

im watching live the dream now. i was frustrated that i can't gt to watch the live performance at 8.30. i was at my workplace. i told my dad to record it but there's just smth wrg with the DVD recorder. i guess i wanna join live the dream if there is one next yr. well, who wont when u will gt $40, 000! that huge amt can make me go shopping all day and all night. i shud admit smth, malays are a good entertainer (shh.. im not racist.). the reason why they won singapore idol 2 times and not forgetting live the dream. let's just say im stating the fact.

i read fatin's blog and i saw the phrase "maybe bugis street is not her thang." hahaha! aper jer lah kau.. i gotta admit that actually. there's only too little things that attracts me. i guess i will be going to mango or zara anytime soon. oh anyone, pls? the fact of me getting hooked to this 2 brands is really NO GOOD. mum gonna shout at my ears. i can bet u. she said that there's too much clothes and that actually my wardrobe kalahkan org yg dah bekerja. ahaha. bedek ah gitu ma..

btw, i received collection money from kak su. hahah. she's the promoter from timberland. she came up to me and said "selamat hari raya. syirah masih skolah kan? nahh.. kak su kasi." of coz i wont reject it coz im really schling. hahah. and now, im wondering ppl are nt ashamed to tell abt their scandalous affair. NO SHAME!

its painful to part with almost 500 bucks just like that.
but i guess it shud be all worth it.
i spent all that money to beautify my "hubby".
he is now looking all handsome and he will be spending a few yrs with me. we just gt engaged to each other. all this is because of meer who matchmake us.
we now live happily ever after under my leave shade. he keeps me company and is always there for me. he nvr make me feel bored. nt even once.
he just got too many ways to keep me occupied. i love every single side of him.
tell me u wont gt sick one day coz that's the last thing i'll ask from u.

do stay by my side and never leave me.
i love u so much. for now. hehehe.

i just gt back from fizul's open house. while waiting for my parents to gt ready, i decided to blog for a while. we'll be going out in any mins now.
its the 8th of syawal today and i've been going visiting non stop. there's only one day where i took a rest but my parents was out. i've been complaining to mum that i didnt receive any collections at certain houses coz they thought that im already working. im still schooling so i shud receive some right? hehehe. i got lots of houses to go to. especially my bestfriends place. i donnoe when they will be free. but going out with them should be anytime soon. =D

i miss you. i really do. <3

i did not blog for 3 days. how amazing. haha. i was sooo lazy and tired for the past few days that i don't even haf time to enter blogger.com. but nvm, just a short entry for today.

let's talk abt today.

i spent the first 2 lessons slping in class. but i was nt slpy anymore when we did the practical on digital electronics. fatin and i got soo excited that we started to figure out other things on that board. we managed to light up the number on the board using those wires and gt so excite over it that we actually decided to tell the classmates. they did the same thing too. lol.
after the lesson ended, rina, naq and i bought takeaways MacD breakfast. the queue was sooo long. well, the MacD in our sch is much cheaper than the outside. we meet the guys and aten at south canteen before we went to the library to chill since we gt 3 hrs of break. i managed to gt a short nap before going to the maths lecture. i slept again in the lecture theater. i was between naqiah and haikal. fyi, the 3 of us slept during the lecture. hahaha. i guess we are too tired after a long day out with friends for raya visiting after sch yday. i only reached home ard 1am n my parents are all aslp. i slept at 2.30am after chatting with laling.

i gt disturbed by haikal most of the time.. eerrgghh.. my fave phrase for now is "i promise myself i wont talk to u ever again." hahah. but someway or somehow, i ended up talking back with him. shoot me. lol.

a long day again tomorrow. i hate the new sem timetable. no afternoon school. all morning. tsk.

i think it will nt be complete if i dun post my hari raya pics. well, it's once in a yr u will gt to see it. but i will only upload 2 coz im really lazy when it comes to uploading pics. hahaha. for the past 3 days, my fam haf been going visiting and seriously, i was freaking tired. like today, i slept at most of the houses especially when i need to wake up early in the morning for the first day of sch to welcome the new sem. i din receive much collection this yr coz they think im already working or worse still, engaged just becoz i wore a gold ring on my hand. but mum managed to tell them that im still schling. so they will still give me. for the aunts, they gave me double the amount since im already in poly. fuuh.. gerekk. ahahah!

tomorrow we will take a break and will be resting at home i suppose. there's sch as usual tomorrow. well, i dun really like the timetable for this sem. everyday morning. boring siaaa..

at the kampong house. look at siti. hahaha!!

ho ho ho. naqiah gonna be jealous if she see this pic. hahaha. my cousin. =)

having to wake up at 4.45am was damn horrible.
we need to get ready as soon as possible and by 5.30am we haf to leave s'pore.
the causeway was cleared. no jams. our first stop is the surau near xtra supermarket. that's where all of us decided to meet for the subuh's prayer. after all that done, our next aimis to rush for the aidilfitri prayer's. from there to sungei rengit took 2 hrs. in the car, lydia was slping next to me and i just can't gt to slp. i got the dvd jump in to keep me company in the car. but halfway thru, i gt bored of it. so i decided not to watch it but to enjoy the greenish scenery out there. we reached our destination ard 7.45am. grandpa told us that the prayer will start at 8.15am. so the guys actually took their own sweet time. but they were told that those who come early will gt to enter the mosque and enjoy the aircon. aper lagii.. semuer rush pergi masjid takot kepanasan kalau sembahyang kat luar. lol.
lydia and i went to slp in the bedroom but she woke up at 9am when ayu came. but i, the slpy head, just can't get my ass out from the bed. so i slept till almost 12noon. ho ho ho. my contact lens was dry that i had to get rid of it. the pain is just sooo bad. so i was w/o it the whole day till we came back to s'pore.
the funniest part was when our distant m'sian relatives came. we don't even knw them so we din actually greet them. grandma kept telling us that it's our cousins but we dont even care.. hahahaah! jahat eh.. ayu helped a lil and she cabot. siak btol. =P
lydia and i served drinks and kuihs to them coz the aunties was bzy getting ready. that's y we, the anak daras, gotta help out in the kitchen.
after they left, there's photo taking session, seek for forgiveness and off we went back to my dearest country. we reached back here ard 5.30pm. went visiting to other places. all of us was soo tired that we actually went back home early.well, we gotta go out in the morning again tomorrow. this time, with mum's side. so yah, to those who are working, collection pls.. HAHAHAHA! =P

i can't believe this. its already hari raya tomorrow. hw fast time passed.
i cried when i hear the takbir. and yes, all of us are going to be having fun and be happy tomorrow. nt forgetting those who will cry when asking for forgiveness.

Sayang
Di hari yang mulia ini
Ku pohon keampunan
Hanya satu yang ku pinta
Pulanglah...

Termenung ku sendiri
Memendam rindu tidak menentu
Kasih suci murni yang kita bina
Hapus hancur oleh kata fitnah

Di pagi hari raya
Hati sayu mengenang dirimu
Mudahnya kau menggantikan diriku
Seolah cintaku tak berharga

Apakah suratan
Aidilfitri satu titik akhir
Sekian lama bercinta
Kau tiada di hari mulia

Keampunan ku pohon
Sekiranya aku yang berdosa
Pulanglah ku merindui mu sayang
Ku menanti dengan hati rela ( jiwa raga )

Pulanglah kepangkuan ku oh... sayang
Ku menunggu mu di hari raya

i just wanna wish selamat hari raya to all of u and forgive me for watever sins i've commited.

i had such a good time with the 2 of them. we break fast together, shop together, walk together, share stories and last but nt least, love each other. they accompanied me to go to my work place as i need to pass the money to hanim and packed some cookies for yuki. we break fast at far east and after which we went to taka. co incidentally, there's a new paper new face contest. u knw.. those girls who sign up for the new face. the results are out today. fyi, nura j used to be one of the new face girl. they catwalk at the runway and there's some performance. we watched the show while eating blizzard. lol. the 2 malay girls didnt won but they gt into the runway designer fashion show. smth like that lah eh.. meriam right won first. but serioously, i prefer the 1st runner up, nicole foster. geezz.. she's damn gorgeous. the first prize is a $10000 cash. i tot of signing up next yr. LOL!!!! i was just kidding. the top 3 winner will haf a guy accompanying them on stage. like a couple. i gotta say this, ALL 3 guys are soooooooo handsome! if i were one of the contestants, i dun mind if i dun win as long as i gt the guy.. eeeee.. i sound so bitchy.. masya`Allah.. dont take it too serious. im just jk.. i only like one guy right now.

head down to cineleisure to gt some accessories for myself. i freaked out when my bag is sooo sticky coz the lotion that i bought just now was leaking in my bag. i donnoe how the hell that happened! i ran to the toilet and i was sooo scared that dad will scold me if he finds out wat happened bcoz i was using the Paul Smith bag that he gave me.. geez.. i clean it up and now, my hair lotion which is full has become half. err.. menyirap darah aku..

everyone was soo tired and we decided to go home. as usual, the bus is packed. -.-'

ho ho ho.. just one more day to fasting..

presenting to u my new messy, bulu kuda hair! it took 4 hrs to get the hair done like this.

i gotta thank jannah and rose for company. well, rose hair took freakingly 5 hrs. panas sey bontot. hahah. while waiting for rose's hair to be done, jannah and i went to prime and ntuc to gt some ingredients for her tomyam soup. fyi, our ms jannah is qualified to be good wife. she cooks everyday for her fam. unlike me, pemalas nak mampos.
i received news from naqiah that her new hair is like lidi and fatin complained her hair is too bright and she look like a minah.. kawan kawan.. hahha. lawak eh krg..
sry to steal the hairstyles u girls wanted. seriously, aku tk tau. =S
jannah's turn tomorrow and we are going shopping too right? hehehe.

2 more days!! balik kampung!! =D

i promise u that this blog will be full of happy posts no matter what happens.

today, i went to witness fatin's new hair colour. she was worried that she will look like a minah but, i dun think so. the base is brown and the highlights is like brownish gold. it turns out to be ok lah makcik. hahaha. her mum and i had a good laugh at her when she gotta wear that holes cap. she looks like a knight with an armour. that cap is used for highlighting hair. i went to meet her at ard 6.15 but went home after that for buka. i went there again to keep her company till almost 9. now, 2mr is my turn. i suppose i will haf rose and jannah for company. maybe aten too. <3

i've spent one whole night yday baking kuihs till morning ard 2. i slept after i offline and didn't wake up for the pre-dawn meal. i continue baking another kuih myself in the afternoon. now, mum is baking chocolate chip cookies. i wanna help her but i need to accompany feran in case he has no one to talk to. from here, i can see my mum baking the cookies and hanging clothes at the bamboo pole. i remembered her saying that it's not easy to become a mother and a wife. u will only knw it when u r married. i always try to imagine myself in her shoes. i knw its nt easy afterall. that's y i've been trying my best nt to hurt her and help her in order to lessen her burden. being a good daughter is all im trying to do. that's my responsibility.

now, i can't wait for the new sem to start.

it's the last day of work yday and im sure gonna miss it.
altho i've been wanting to quit, yuki was there to tell me "don't go lah.. make sure u come back ok during the hols."
im close to her and we had a lot of fun together.
we joke ard at work and yday, we had fun teasing and splashing water at each other.
i bid goodbye to aishah and she showed me her sad face. fyi, gant will be closing by the end of this month as there will be a new management taking over. so i donnoe when will i ever see her again.
i bid goodbye to hidayat too and told him "see you in sch!" haha. he's in the same course with us and of coz, the same sch. its just that he's in yr 2. so yea, c ya ard. i din manage to see hanim but well, her money is still with me. so i guess real soon maybe. zam kept complaining that he's lonely coz he just broke off with his fiance and whenever he walked past me he will kept saying "haizz.. boringnyerr raya srg2." member tgh stress. hahah..

there are somethings that im gonna miss.

my workplace.


the takeaway foods that we bought at far east and end up going to the lvl 9 carpark to eat it.. just a simple fare and we gt sick of it. mum's cooking still rock! =)

lastly, my partner in crime. Ms Yuki. miss me horrr.. hehehe.

a short one.

just one more day, just one before it's all over.
tomorrow will be the last day at work and im sure gonna miss it.
i had a good talk with hanim during break fast at the canteen. it's like the first time we talk to each other altho we've been seeing each other for like a few mths.
she told me lots of stuffs abt the workplace and every story seems to be interesting.

aishah went home early and there she was teasing me coz i'll be going home late. hahaha. i actually did that to her yday.. revenge ehh.. =P

hmm.. wat else? raya preparation is 60% done. i still haven't got my handbag and shoe. -.-'
i went to Plaza Singapura and i can't find any which is really nice. mum suggested i buy the Guess handbag at the boutique but.... i don't really like guess. it's like soooo common. guess and LV is such a common brand. maybe i should gt a bag from Bangkit or pasar bag. hahahaha! fyi, im very choosy. so it's gonna be a hard time to find one.

but for now, i gotta do smth to my hair..

childhood.

everyone will surely haf smth to remember abt ur childhood. the friends u mixed ard with, the games u used to play and etc.
i gt working parents and my mum did not stayed home to take care of us. when i was still a baby my granparents took good care of me. after 2 yrs when my brother was born, mum wrote in to the newspaper calling for a nanny who is willing to take good care of my brother and i. so there's this one family who seems interested. initially, they only take care of my brother coz i was still schooling at a kindegarten near my grandparents place. so one day when my grandparents is not in town, i gotta stay there for a few days. thinking that it will be a nice place to stay. my brother really love staying at the nanny house that he will cry everytime my parents come and fetch him. but u knw.. staying there was a nightmare and i can nvr wait to go home. everytime my parents sent us there, we were still slping and of coz we havent bath. so they expect us to bath there and the nanny to handle us. i was not treated the same way like my brother. he was treated like the prince but i was treated like a slave. no, they don't tell me to do housework. the only place i can sit in their house is only the kitchen. ONLY the kitchen. i can only sit on the chair when i haf bath. somehow like a cinderella who spent most of her time in the kitchen. i was only 4 yrs old then. i remembered kena chilli at my mouth. i dun exactly remember why. my hand was held tight by 2 person and one person chilli my mouth. i cried out but no one was there to help me. imagine they chillied a 4 yr old kid. even if i was rude back then, im still a kid. just a 4 yr old kid. do u do that to ur own children or ur own siblings? my parents didnt even do that to me but they did! i gt once told my mum abt it but she din believe it. parents always think that kids told lies but seriously i was not. everyday i will cry in the kitchen coz i was not allowed to do anth. just to sit there and watch them. tv was not on for me and sometimes i was not allowed to watch tv. the food that they gave me was soo different from wat they gave my brother. i really envy my brother who was being treated as someone special. but me as someone that is nothing. i nvr told my mum abt this until recently. she didnt expect that i still remember it. well, i do. everything is soo clear in my head. i nvr met that nanny again. i once met her in the bus when i was with my parents yrs ago. i nvr even salam her or look at her. i still despise her till now for wat she did to me. u knw.. sometimes nanny just can't be trusted.
i will be lying to say that i have such a beautiful childhood days coz those times at that nanny place was something ugly.

we moved to choa chu kang from bukit panjang when i was 5 and that nanny did not take care of us again. mum stopped working and stayed home to look after us. i also changed kindergarten. i remembered crying whenever i go to school. there was once i ran out of the classroom to chase my dad car. that explains y im one of the best runner back then during sch days. hahahaha! well, who din cry when going to sch? =P
at choa chu kang, i make friends with my neighbours. i gt 2 great childhood frens. khatek and hariths. everyday we will go to the void deck to play all sorts of games. we also go cycling and i remembered being a daredevil those days. this is wat i did. i cycled my bike to the nearest basketball court. i cycle real fast round and round the basketball court so that i could cycle my way up the steep grassy slope. thinking back, it will be disastrous if i actually fall backwards while cycling up. i was really a tomboy back then who plays guys' games. hahaha.
there was once my mum didnt allow me and and my brother to play outside and guess what? my neighbour brought down her monopoly (it's a very famous board game back then) and with our gate locked, we played from the inside. hw pathetic! my gate got holes so we actually threw the dice from inside and she will help us move our statue. hahah. it's really funny when i think abt it.

is primary school also considered childhood? feran said yes.
in primary sch, i had hella good times. every school will haf a house am i right? like eagle house, cheetah house,red house or watever during sports day. so when i was in pri 4, i tried out for a trial run for my house. i was in the cheetah's house. i managed to gt through and i tried my luck at the heats. i got into the final. i donnoe y but i dun feel scared back then. i just run as fast i could and i gt 3rd. hahaha. not bad for a first timer huh..
i was chosen to represent my sch in the national competition where i gt to fight against those good runners especially from raffles and paya lebar.. woots! they are like so good. nevertheless, i did make my sch proud by getting 3rd. in pri 5, i joined athletics and run for my house. this time rd, i gt 2nd for 200m flat and 1st for 4x100m. i was one of the best runner for my house and i wont lots of trophies. but when it comes to pri 6, someone envied me and i decided to give way to her. she took my place and guess what?instead of getting 1st, we gt 2nd. HAHAHAHA! the rest of the members was mad with her.. hahaha. i also took part in the aerobics competition and my class gt 2nd. the steps, i created. haha. pretty beautiful moments i had in pri sch. and the best part is i gt 3 straight golds for my NAPFA test and by the end of pri 6, i gt a certificate. rose could tell u guys abt this and im not lying. she's in the same pri sch with me. hehehehe. so u can see how active i was back then. but now, im really lazy to be active in anth. im getting heavier that's the y. hahaha.

my achievements in pri sch. this is all i can found. i donnoe where my parents keep the rest of my trophies.
oh yah one funny story.. in pri 5, there's this guy who likes me and this is wat he did. he gave my bestfren a ring that he specially bought for me. hahahaa!!! i simply rejected it coz i was totally not interested in BGR. all i wanna do is just to haf fun. the playground at blk 208 is where i spent my beautiful childhood. playing block catching, stop, hide and seek and many more. whenever i walked past that place, the memories just came back to me. now, im leading a new life. far away from my childhood. we can nvr turn back time but i will always keep it in my mind. =)

yesterday break fast at zam zam was awesome with the classmates.

we only ordered murtabak coz that place is famous for it's murtabak. 2 daging, 1 sardine, 1 ayam. =P

the usual jokes that makes us laugh non stop and yes, they teased me coz i was nt wearing all black. haikal, u better go for eye check up. colour blind eh? black blh jadi brown? hahhaah. but watever it is, the base colour of my top is black lah ok. its just that the designs is other colours. we were supposed to split the cost among the 9 of us. but the 3 handsome guys decided to pay for it. al-maklumlah, dah dpt gaji lah katakan. after which, we went to Geylang. as usual, it's very hot. rina and i queued for that delicious putu piring. even though it was long q, it tasted great. we bought lots of food and i spent quite a lot just on food. u see.. food makes me happy.

we walked ard geylang for a while and the guys bought contact lens.. wahh.. fizul mata dah mcm aku.. greyish. =P

we took 67 home and we realized smth. every station that the bus stop, there will be 7-11 store. 67 loves 7-11. if u happen to take the bus, u will knw it.. be observant. hehehe.

alright.. 10 more days to raya. are u ready? =P

outside masjid sultan.

i woke up late today at 1.30pm. it's like i finally gt to slp long hrs. usually, i gotta wake up early in the morning to go work. rarely i will gt afternoon shift.

i was surfing the net and i found a video title "107 flips on top spin". it looks quite interesting and yea, it's abt a ride at Germany. imagine u r on that ride and it keeps on spinning for 107 times. geezz.. i will haf faint right after the ride or maybe i will just go crazy coz the screw on my brain is getting loose after the ride. just 5 spins make me shout "stop it lah sak..", what more 107?? i wonder how those ppl who took the ride survive it. i love thrilling rides. but not this ride which is so insane. im scared to ride it but my heart just say "go for it. just once." hahaha! i remember going on the Solero shot with my cousin, firdaus over and over again while all of my other cousins gave up. and we also took the cork screw. but the best ever ride that i ever took was back then when i went to Australia. i took the double round roller coaster with dad. wow.. that really freak me out.. u knw.. it's like at times square but this is double. wooottss.. bro and mum dare nt try this kind of ride so they will just sit there and watch. boringg.. -.-' hahaha.

the another amazing ride i took was top gun and the one u sat in the ball and they will just throw u up in the air. i donnoe wats the name of the ride. in Singapore u won't find these kind of games but at that time, UK fun fair was here.. so i actually went there with the fam. every game is not cheap. it costs $20 to $25 per game and not considered as per entry. entry fee is $2. i went there with my cousin again. and we ride on almost everything. i donnoe how much my parents spent at that time. i dun even dare to ask. hahaha. im still waiting for UK fun fair..

next, i wanna try bungee jumping. =P

zam zam, im coming tomorrow with the mates!
geylang too perhaps..

hari raya is ard the corner and im sure everyone can't wait to celebrate it. being with the loved ones. the group outings with frens, meeting the beloved cousins and many more. i, as part of the muslim also can't wait for it.
everybody is bzy doing spring cleaning, buying new clothes, turning on the radio 24 hrs to hear raya songs. i haven't even started doing kuih raya and im gonna start it next wk once i've quitted. i promise to bring some for yuki coz she wanna taste it.
my room is done with spring cleaning and went for a total makeover for the past few days. i now can slp like a log especially with a sort of umbrella shade above me. like wat mum said 'mcm princess.' LOL!

now, my parents is bzy cleaning up the kitchen and i can hear the radio loud and clear although im in my room. i heard few raya songs just now. so i really wanna join in the raya mood. i've changed my blog song to Anugerah Aidilfitri. hari raya mood? let's go geylang.. jom!

Changes.

it's officially over and im known as a killer.
so just beware of me. i might kill u anytime.
i simply donnoe wat's wrg with u and wat's in ur head.
obviously not the person that i once knew.
everything started to change late last yr and eversince u moved.
sometimes i just feel im talking to a stranger, sumone new in my life and nt the person i knew 3 yrs back.
your attitude changed. your appearance changed. your character changed and maybe your feelings towards me changed. im nt sure if u haf found sum1 better. but if u do, my best wishes is with u.
i don't expect anything in return from u but i just need u to make me happy and be more sensitive towards my feelings. afterall, im still a girl no matter how strong or rude i am. i nvr try to compare u with somethings or someone. i nvr feel insincere waiting for u all these while.. no matter how silly it sounds, i still wait for u even if it take forever. u nvr try to unds y i online late everyday. i was working n not enjoying life. i dun even haf a good rest when i reach home coz i gotta chat with u. watever i did all these while, im sincere. i nvr complained. no matter hw late i am, i will still go online. i nvr break my promise.
but since u said that u r bored and frustrated waiting for me, then i suggest u better not wait anymore. i dun wanna be such a burden to u. i dun wanna trouble u. i dun wanna waste your time. enough of ur hurting words. thanks for waiting insincerely for me all these while. lastly, thanks for being honest.

you just lost your syirah but i lost my feran mths ago.