initial plan was to lepak with the gdfrens at Fajar mac.
but i cancelled it last min as there's family gathering at my grandparents house.
all of my cousins was there except lydia and fam and also my beloved cousin coz he's in NS.
my other 2 cousins will be serving the nation soon too.
and there's lots of funny and scary stories tat my uncle share.
they way he story, expression is the same as mr bean.
we can't help but to laugh.
lol.
there's lots of food.
and i personally like habuk2.
i've nt eaten all day long coz i do not have any appetite.
so i actually ate a lot.
no worries coz im not growing any fatter. =D

another day of school tomorrow and how i hate it.

i dun get it and i donnoe y.
some ppl still live in their past altho they knw its over.
wanting to knw a lil bit or more abt the other party for the fun of it.
so wats the motive now?
u tell me..

current standing:
1 - ROSE =D
2 - EMMAN
3 - WANI

p/s. let's end it once and for all. im tired. i dont wanna talk to u anymore.

to cut it short, im feeling so pathetic now. i donnoe y.

im just excited and am waiting for 16 June. =D

Japan won the ms universe.
aww.. she's taking over my place. -.-'
i find the Korea girl cuute with her dimple.
Ms Usa looks like a hindustan and i remember tat she comes from Tennesse.
so Asia girls are winning more at a prestigious beauty pageant.
there's no europeans in the top 10. only american latin and asia.
so asia girls, do knw tat u r beautiful.
beautiful than the ang mohs.
no offence. hahaha.

im thinking twice on whether to go or nt to go and i dislike the first day of ACE team camp.
ergghhh..

"A true friend is someone who thinks that you are a good egg even though he knows that you are slightly cracked."

i've read both naqiah's and fatin's blogs.
someway or somehow, i find that im in the middle, in between.
but seriously, i dun mind.
it has nvr been my intention to get make them jeloz or watsoever.
sometimes, friendship worth more than a relationship bcoz its usually ur frens u confide.
i've nvr been the 'batu api' among anyone.
watever u told me, won't be revealed to the other party.
that's me.
the 2 girls shud knw tat they mean hella alot to me.
they were there to keep me company to n fro from sch and i nvr wanna hurt them.
i nvr wanna make them worry abt me. i just want to show everyone tat im a cheerful lady.
indeed i am.
to be precise, im an accomodator.

i divided my attention equally.
in order not to hurt any parties feelings, i will move one step back and let them decide.
nth brightens up my day than to see tat smile of theirs.
im not only referring to my 2 goodfriends but also to all my friends.
so, naqiah and fatin, im sure we can be goodfriends for as long as we live.

One day when you feel alone
Remember i'm at the end of a phone
I love you loads
And that must show
I want to let all the world to no
I have a friend, that is you
I love you for all you do
Your face so sweet and your heart so gentle
Keeping me together when i'm going mental
Telling me you love me and that you hold me tight
Being there for me even in the night
Thank you friend you mean a lot to me
Maybe now you'll see
How much you mean to me

Bukit Panjang Plaza was a bore.
i was disgusted to see lots of minahs and mats.
i laughed at the way they dressed.
they wore smth as if they r attending one minahs event.
or maybe they wanted to attract the mats attention.
maybe that event should be called "matchmaking for mats and minahs." -.-'
not forgetting, they carry that spanking attitude of theirs.
ok watever.
there's always a saying "dont judge a book by its cover."
now, i knw tat first impression is always important.
hahaha.

oh well, im actually bored and i think im obviously crapping.

what's happening to all my fave things?
it wil either gt spoiled or went missing.
my hp is almost dead.
its barely 5 mths.
i guess im going to survive w/o hp.
u haf no idea how much it breaks my heart coz i bought it with my own money and its not cheap.
if u think its easy to gt money, then think twice.
tell me if u can find any money in the drain or anywhere.
not even 1 cent altho it has no value now.
i always try to save every single cents i haf so tat i can use it when i really got no money to eat one day.

next is my ipod earpiece.
the ipod is a bday gift from my dad last yr.
u haf no idea how much it means to me.
i take care of it like its smth precious.
i dont wanna tell my dad one day "papa, the ipod u gave me dah rosak."
im sure he gonna be heartbroken.
well, who wont.

comp are giving me probs right now and i swear it gonna breakdown anytime.

imagine, i live w/o comp, hp and ipod. oh hell, who cares. its not smth impt. w/o it i wont die.
so no big deal. i can still communicate with frens thru house phone.
my parents gonna be happy coz we gonna save alot of money.
no more hp bills, expensive home bills bcoz of the comp.
great uh..

my day started out to be really bad.
as u all knw, liverpool lost.
maybe u knw it from the papers, radio, news, tv and other sources of media.
i saw Today's coverpage with Kaka's face at the front lifting the prestigious trophy.
i wanted to read it but end up putting it back.
i feel like burning all the papers.
HAHAHA!
MAN UTD fans i bet u r happy now.
i watch the game but i went to slp during half time.
i knw liverpool gonna lose.
my gut feelings said so.
u knw.. i think i can be a soccer teller.
during the world cup, i can knw which country will lose and which country will lift the trophy.
its called the "soccer instinct".
lol.


football do haf an impact in my life.
it has always been my dream to watch it live at Anfield.

ATTENTION:

PLS DO NOT FORGET TO WATCH THE MATCH TODAY AT 2AM.

im torn into 2.
im obviously rooting for Liverpool but at the same time for my Kaka who is part of AC milan.
maybe i shud just hope tat my Kaka do not score against liverpool.
oh pls.. hahaha!

im done with the idiotic comm skills and i havent start learning pcmp.
there's a lab test tomorrow.
err..

maths class was cancelled today and also our test.
so the bunch of us went to NUH to visit Haikal's friend.
she was admitted and just had a surgery done on her.
no wonder haikal was sooooo down yday.
we bought delifrance tarts for her as she was craving for it.
tats wat haikal told us kan.

not much noise was made at the hospital compared to the LRT.
hahaha! a bunch of crazy fellows especially naqiah.
she will tickle herself and laugh loudly.
lol.
his friend is a nice and friendly lady.
she told us tat ppl tot she suffered from a miscarriage or haf just given both becoz she was like in
some sort of labour ward. err.. am i right?
aiyah.. i donnoe how to explain.
i walked ard the hospital myself looking at the babies in the nursery room.
there's not much babies in NUH compared to KK.
after all that, we went back home & & im so tired right now. *yawn*.

i really haf no idea watta blog abt.
im currently at Starbucks with ibro and atie.
ermm.. we had banana java chip frappucino and chocolate cream chip all thanks to atie coz she treated us.. large summore.
ibro and i gotta share drinks anyway.
im counting down to the UEFA champion league final tats gonna be held at Athens.
im sure those jeloz man utd fan gonna say "liverpool is going down" "liverpool gonna lose" liverpool this liverpool that. hahahha.
watever it is, liverpool had reach the final and tats it.
whether it win or not, we'll talk abt it later.

as u all knw, im a big fan of soccer and i nvr fail to watch any match which involve liverpool, england or singapore. -.-
but for now, im gonna list my top 5 players.

1st - KAKA
2nd - FRANK LAMPARD
3rd - XABI ALONSO
4th - RAUL GONZALEZ
5th - AIMAR

if u r a soccer fanatic like me, im sure u knw them. very famous.

as for now, i wanna play ard with the webcam at atie's lappy.
gud nite!

Sometimes I wish
I could be a star,
I 'd shine down on you
And brighten up your midnight sky

Sometimes I wish I could be the moon,
I'd light your way
And guide you through
the night

Sometimes I wish
I could be the wind,
I'd blow my breeze upon you
And cool your warm nights

Sometimes I wish
I could be all these
So that some way, somehow
I could be near you even for a moment

Sometimes I wish
I could be all these
Just for you

and only YOU!

oh i gt so much to say but im lazy to type everything down.
since its a saturday, we went to lepak today at starbucks.
we surf the net, laugh at ppl, play games and etc.
we then went to the garden plaza and coincidentally,there's a formal function going on and atie was part of it.
we called her up and her mum bought 4 tix for the 4 of us.
imagine we wearing smth so informal and with shorts.
of coz we were embarassed but for the sake of food, we went in.
everyone's eyes was on us.
ok can't deny that me - ms universe, naqiah - ms world, fatin - ms singapore, ibro - mr hot, was like in the centre of attraction.
we shouted like nobody business and among all, we r the most "kecoh".
perhaps if u donnoe us, u will be ashamed to get near us.
acting like a lesbian, dance like an idiot and etc.
hahaha! i love my crazy frens!

oh yah, they sabo me to be the youngest mum. hahaha! im not even a mum in the first place.

-.-

during the lucky draw, we din expect to win anth.
when it comes to the one and only prize, we give up hope.
surprisingly, naqiah number came out first. hahah.
she was talking abt her father being lucky and all and she was being so lucky by winning the first prize.
of coz all of us shocked.
congrats naqiah.
but we ended up giving the big prize to atie's parents as a way of thanking her.
i really love to lepak now. =P

oh yes, i look so selenge.

p/s. ibro, i loooooovvvveeeee the sony vaio [pink]. its a big hint for my bday. hahaha! kidding!

my room went thru a massive clean up yday nite after coming back hum from the meeting with the mum's fam.
its so messy tat i dun even dare to slp in my own room.
i think its worse than a pigsty.
therefore, i gotta end my conversation early with feran if not, i wil haf to slp in my super duper messy room.
i didnt realize tat i have lots of junks in my room altho everything is in place.
i gt rid lots of clothes and sec sch stuffs.
it takes up 3 big plastic bags.
and now, i find that my room is well done with the help of mum and dad.

nth to talk abt the seafood feast yday coz i'm really hungry right now.
thinking and talking of it will just make my stomach "jam" even faster.
hahaha.

well, nth much now.
i hope to meet them later in case they miss me. =P

my dad is getting older as he turn 43 today.
the same goes to Mr Prakash who will be turning 29 this yr i think.
haha.
the celebration was just within our family.
mum bought a durian cake from four seasons hotel.
those durian lover like me will obviously love the cake.
every inch of it is durian including the cream.

i bought for him a pierre cardin wallet at Metro today and i hope he like it.

i only gt to choose the right one with fatin help.

u knw.. i sux at buying bday presents for guys. so guys, pls don haf a bday but ladies can. hahaha.

oh yah, dad look like me uh.. =P

let's analyze the picture.
she used to be my twin. but after she cut her hair, we r twin no more.
we haf lots of similar things.
like, bag, shoes, clothes, skirt and etc.
as u can see from this picture that our skirt is almost similar.
we had the same sandal from charles and keith (different colour) and same fred perry bag (different colour too).
we din plan to wear like a twin today and i was surprised to see her in the morning.
hahaha.
oh my twin, we should get DIFFERENT stuffs next time.
ppl might just thought im naqiah and u insyirah. hahaha. which is like so impossible coz we look different.
but no matter wat, u r still my bestfriend.
& i love u! =D

there's a lesson learnt from spiderman 3 on friendship.
and how i actually love the movie altho ppl said that its not that good or up to their expectation.
is there such thing as spiderman 4?
maybe he will dump mary jane and gt married to me.
er who knws. HAHAHA!

after movie, i wanna look for accessories.
i've been getting lots of it lately and i dun mind abt the price.
but nth really tempt me.
so, atie decided to collect her pay at tanglin.
naqiah went home coz she got a warning from her mum.
town was packed with people.
we walked to tanglin mall and along the way, opposite of hilton hotel, there's lots of prostitute waiting for customers.
they dressed up nicely and some look like ghost.
but no one can beat me, the M.U.
HAHAHA! kidding lahh.
when we reached her workplace, they told her tat her pay was not collected and told her to collect another day.
i was like "WTH?!"
but for a fren, i dun mind coz she's been keeping me company when there's no one to keep me company as usually most of them are bzy with their stuffs.
as i walked there, i remember my working experience at Isetan Scotts.
and i miss the ppl there. ALOT.

we had dinner at MacD (again!) before going home.
and oh, i hate the bus!

it's too early to leave the house now as lesson starts at 2.
so while waiting for the 2 girlies to get ready, i'll just crap ard here.

yday, i went home alone as usual as the girlies haf drama training.
while in the train, there's this insane ppl who kept shouting i donnoe in wat language.
sort of "baby language" perhaps.
he seems unhappy towards this malay guy and i seriously donnoe y.
i was sitting down and he's rather near to me.
ard 10 m.
he was shouting so loud tat everyone look at him.
attention seeker uh..
and be4 that guy alight, he shouted at him again in his language and the guy was like shaking his head.
maybe this kind of person should be thrown out of the train.
he's obviously disturbing others peace especially me lorr.
who is sooo tired and slpy at that point of time.
i dare not look at him in case he became insane and started to rape me.
hahaha! nah.. i was just exaggerating. =P

and yah, the date has arrive.

i went to slp with lots of things on my mind.
i forced myself to go to slp coz i knw i gotta wake up at 8.
but in fact, i woke up at 7.30 coz i really can't gt back to slp.
had a nice shower and get ready to meet up with the cousins for a zoo trip.
mum bought pratas for breakfast and we had it in the zoo.
there's lots of ppl and mostly, foreigners.
during a show at the amphitheatre, i was so shocked bcoz i din realize that i was sitting next to a phyton.
the phyton was actually in a box and when the zookeepers took it out, i was stunned coz its so huge and long. im just afraid tat it will bite me and so i squeezed my cousin who is next to me hard. mum was already hiding behind dad.
hahaha. we're like in the centre of attraction.
i really love one animal by the name of carlos. its a california sealion.
it's very cute and clever.
after a while, it started to rain. we're all wet.
but we still went to walk in the rain.
we went to the animal farm and we got a name for every animal.
a horse - my mum's name. a pig- my name. an elephant - aunt's name.
so all three ladies gt "gelaran".
hahaha!
then we went to see the wild animals which i've nvr seen be4 in real life.
i didnt know tat going to the zoo is soooo fun altho its really tiring from all that walking.
oh yes, mum and aunt won the five stones competition.
i enter the competition too and i won too.
i remember playing five stones everyday during my pri sch life.
i was one of the experts. hahah.
kata org melayu. kalau tak tau main, nnpk sah bkn org melayu.
bro won the chapteh competition at the game fair too.

last but not least, we went to ben and jerry's.
& now, im dead tired.

ANOTHER PICTURE GALORE. =)

i gotta cancel all plans and ended up going to ECP with the fam to celebrate mother's day.
we had so much fun of coz altho most of my cousins din came.
my fam, ayu fam and arina fam. not forgetting my grandparents.
we ordered so much food and im seriously full.
so much food to eat, so little tummy space i haf.
after that, we feel so bored n we went to the beach.
nth to do n we pose for pictures coz ayu brought her cam along.
& now, im waiting for feran. <3

HAPPY FAMILY! <3


Alysya and i. <3


the cousins. <3


ayu and i. <3


there's sort of sandcastle competition. the place was full of sandcastles.


the uncle treat all of us to Apek's ice cream.


till then, happy mother's day to all mothers in the world.

i wanna go here, i wanna go there and i end up donnoe where to go.
first: i wanna go sch for that meeting.
second: i wanna follow naqiah to cikgu house.
third: i wanna follow my parents, uncles play badminton. the new rackets is not only for display ok at home.
fourth:i wanna follow atie to escape!! gosh! i miss tat place alot altho there's really nth special.
i just wanna haf fun.

and im really sooo confuse on where to go.
its really been sometime since i enjoy my saturdays.
asl krg tak ajak aku kluar biler aku boring but instead, ajak aku biler aku ader hal.
hahaha! we'll see wat happens later.

im in class now doing some revision test and i feel so tired.
i just wanna slp.
haizzz...
& im bored.

i need my bed! lol.

i'll update again soon.

p/s. feran, i miss u so much darling.. ='(

today, i went shopping with 2 guys and they got fed-up by me. hahaha!
y? bcoz i was so fickle minded.
after sch, i went to city hall to meet them.
they told me to meet them here, there. i gt so fed up tat i told them to wait for me at Bread Talk entrance.
they make me wait for like half an hour!
hahah! i scolded them but not for long..
i was carrying a heavy box and thus, saiful volunteered to carry it for me coz i was struggling.
we went to the IT mall to get some computer stuffs.
after walking ard, i decided to go to Raffles City coz i wanted to go to the crumpler boutique.
but i ended up buying nth coz the things there was too expensive and i gt to be thrifty this time rd.
we went to chippy to gt fried mars bars. yummy!
saiful and i shared the food and its seriously not enuf.
we decided to get it again next time.
after walking ard, i decided to go back to the IT mall.
they was like "okok.. tkper. kitorg ikut."
hahah! actually they were so tired after a long night of bbq-ing.
but they still went out to shop with me.
ok. tats a good friend. LOL!
so we went back there and i had such a hard time choosing a nice casing.
they chose for me but somehow i dont like it.
after such a loooonnnggggg time deciding, i asked 2 of the salespersons there to tell me which one suits me and they said "red."
hahah! so i gt the red casing but saiful insisted tat i gt the grey one.
we din argue of coz bcoz he leave it to me to make my own decision.
so i bought the red one. its like finally!
anyways, thanks guys for accompanying me. =)



then, we went for badminton game. daddy got me 2 new rackets and i love it soooo much.. one is yonex carbonex and the other is yonex titanium.
omg! i freaking love it! i tried the titanium just now. the smack sound was 'nice'. i like it sooo much. thanks dad! ur the best! hehehe.. my parents came over to join in the game. saiful and sharikin ended up playing with dad's frens. hahaha!
till then, im tired! =D

my lil sis took this pic w/o me knwing while i was having a rest. dier dah blh jadi mcm emman ah dah besar. jadi photographer. jgn model jer sudah. hahaha!

i got one addictive song.
the title is Farhana by Jinbara.
have u heard it be4?
if u dont, better not hear it.
its seriously addictive.
i gotta thanks Haikal.
he's been listening to tat song non stop and even sings it all the time.
so when he let me listen to that song, i gt addicted.
everywhere he goes, whenever he sees a pretty lady, he will say tat she's Farhana.
*dah psycho rupanya kwn aku yg satu ni.*
psstt.. Farhana is my cousin. *nak kenal2 tk Haikal?* =P

so, i left sch early coz the 2 girls got audition.
i hope they can make it.
cheers!
i went shopping alone today.
pathetically..
hahaha!

for now, im all excited abt the movie date with the gfs. hehehe.

a good friend will do anything for a good friend.
tats wat fatin and i did to naqiah.
trust me..
today, weirdly, we dropped off at Yew Tee instead of CCK.
why? let me tell u why..
naqiah talked alot abt that guy working at YT MacD.
so we went there to check him out.
hoping and praying that he was there.

BUT, our hopes were dashed especially naqiah.
so, i didnt get to meet him.
naqiah felt do disappointed that she wanna commit suicide at the track.
*part ni dah bedek* hahah! of coz lah she din said that.
i just exaggerate a lil if nt, wats the point of being the national worl exaggerator.
i must live up to that name.
-.-'

we just ordered fries and when a friend asked wat we were doing there, we said tat we wanna eat fries and study altho that's not the main purpose.
ok. watever it is, i din regret staying there till 8+.
HAHAHA!
so when i have an eye candy one day, i'll make sure i drag them to follow me and see my eye candy.
but i dun think i will haf one coz im sooooooooo in love with my dear feran.
hehehe..

oh well, mum said i look like Eva. the one acted at the sinetron Hikmah.
naqiah and fatin agreed but i STRONGLY DISAGREE!
=P

ppl commented tat i look so girly today.
aww.. thank you. heheh..
finally i become a girl huh?
so, ive been a guy all these while?!
hahah.

the first 3 lectures today was a bore.
we skipped the 3rd one and went to the foodcourt to eat.
oh did we just met ersyah again?
haha.
wat a small world.

during the last lecture, we attended it but we r not concentrating at all.
instead, we watched PeterPan on fizul lappy.
i find tat PeterPan is a cute boy and sort of romantic.
i donnoe y but tats wat fatin and i thought.
we didnt watch it finish coz the lecture has ended.
so we decided to rent the DVD one of these days.

wats happening to my spiderman 3 now?
u girls shud haf the ans.
im all gear up to watch it.
hahaha!

since u guys donnoe, naqiah and i share the same account for our blogs.
so whenever i wanna post smth, i will end up clicking her blog usually if she had already blog.
just like today.
and i will just type out whatever i wanna wrote and realized tat i end up on the wrg blog.
so i actually got fed-up and decided not to blog again.
tats y i've been feeling lazy to blog nowadays.

and for now, i wanna shoot all guys except for my close and loved ones. errgghhh!!

location: Rose's place.

the birthday party surprise for jannah turn out pretty well.
i knw it been almost 2 mths since her bday but we are all bzy with our own stuff.
so we got no choice but to delay it, delay and delay.
finally, everything settle now.

naqiah fatin and atie bought some snacks while rose and i bake the cake.
hahaha.
i had so much fun just now tat i forgot its my uncle's bday.
so quickle rushed home.

this is wat happened when rose's decorated the cake with m&m's chocs.


the preparation of wrapping presents. *mcm makcik2*


when she knocked,we took quite sometime to open it up and she was like msging me "buka pintu cepatlah achi!" hahaha!

i got nth much to say abt my uncle's bday. like normal, there's games, foods and bzy. one more thing, i like his theatre room. kimekk.. its like nicely decorated with red. =P

oh yah, nisa ayu and i was actually hiding our faces while watching tat horror movie. its real funny when actually my cousin (lyd's bro) shouted out of the blue coz he was shocked. LOL.

i'll be meeting the cousins again later at a wedding. =)

dots.
im actually blank right here. do not knw watta update.
sch was absolutely fine with those crappy gfs of mine.
as always, laugh like nobody business and we found another purpose of ruler and my long fingernails.
i shan't tell u but i will show u, my friends out there one day.
im sure u gonna laugh ur ass out.
hahaha!
ok. im done.
otak buntu.

did someone just gave me a flying kiss just now?
OH GOD! I WANNA COMMIT SUICIDE!

i find that ridhuan seriously... ermm... unexplainable.
MIDZI U BETTER HELP ME!

yesssssaaaaa!!
MAN U OUT!
HAHA
who's happy bsides Milan?
ME lah of coz..
y? bcoz i gt to see my Kaka in the finals.
not the Kaka who tag my board.
tat one is the prasan and non original.
HAHA.
i heard they lose 3-0. tak payah heard. mmg btol puuunn..
its like the repeat of 2005 in Istanbul.
im getting all excited to watch it.
hehehe.

after sch today, naqiah, fatin and i went to pizza hut.
we had a very nice lunch together and nasibah is working there.
so pleased to meet her.
after eating, we laugh like nobody business.
buruk siol.
i almost vomitted out everything tat i ate coz i laughed too much.
the soup was appealing no more when naqiah talked abt dirty stuffs being added in the soup.
how disgusting!
luckily we've finished.
today, we found many uses of knife.
its hard to elaborate. i'll show u guys one day. hahaha!

see the picture and laugh! i find it funny. naqiah was wearing like a sports attire and her smile is like so lady like. its contradicting. HAHA.

p/s. nvr believe guys who say they wanna make friends with u bcoz in the end, they will end up falling for u. MIDZI! SEMUER SALAH KAU!

im having PCMP now and oh hell, i'm not concentrating.
i understand it but like wat naqiah wrote in her blog, im also down with a bad flu.
we kept passing tissue papers and fatin gotta be the middleman coz she's sitting between the two of us.
she will be lucky enuf if she didnt get affected.
like wat naqiah also had said. i feel like bombing haikal.
he's the one who started it.
pembawak wabak.

and oh yah, liverpool won!
i woke up early in the morn at 3 am to watch the game.
sumtimes, i just wish tat im part of the crowd at Anfield.
its been one of my dreams.
the feeling at the stadium is obviously different and more happening rather than watching at home.
my heart beat fast whenever the opponent, chelsea, controls the ball.
hahah.
but during the 80 mins, i went back to my room and slp coz i got sch in the morn.
dad msged me in the morn saying tat liverpool in athens.
pardon me, but im a big football fan.

one more thing, i hate c#.
-.-